Here it goes

Less than 2 weeks before departing back to singapore. Truthfully, no matter how long is the holiday, i think it will never be enough for me. There'll be always more things that i need to do and i will always think that i don't have enough time. I love being back in my hometown, though there are some moments when i feel like, maybe living in other country, is a good decision. However, i always want to stay here as long as i can.

A new year will also come soon, last year, i wrote some hopes and wishes for 2011 in a piece of paper, and put it in my drawer, i look at it yesterday, and realized that my number one wish, which is to study in Lasalle had came true. I try to recall how i feel last year, when getting accepted in Lasalle means so much to me, and i knew i will always remember how it felt, maybe, that's why no matter how stressful the classes is, i knew i will never give up and always enjoy it. During my holidays, i gave some thought again, on how i want my future to be, and realised that no matter how i used to adore singapore, i also want to expand my wings to further places, i want to go and live in different countries and see how different things are there, so i made up my mind and decide to continue my bachelor degree later in Australia. Why Australia? Well, i am still thinking of other countries as well, but for the moment, Aussie seems like the most perfect country for me, it was not that far from home, and singapore had the same politics regulation as Aussie, so moving there won't be that hard, and it was a really different culture there, since there are more caucasian there, so i get to see how the differences are. However, London or USA also sounds good, isn't it? hahaha

Gonna end up this post, anyway I wish all of you a Happy New Year :)

Jess

Dear God, please tell me that i had done the right thing.

*fingerscrossed*

Jess

Hometown

Hi there peeps, finally back in my hometown now. Life has been good so far, spent these few days by relaxing and eating and chilling with my family and friends. In fact, i don't know what to write anymore, because that's all that i've been doing. Hahaha

It's always good to be around your family after staying alone for months, you can see how much they actually love and dote on you. And your bond with your siblings will get stronger somehow, yes, i know it's quite ironic, but i do feel closer to my family after i don't live with them.

well, planned to meet up with my buddies again to catch a movie today and more foods hopefuly, hahaha. Life's good. :P

Jess

News News News

Ah, anyway, i got some good news to write here. I am moving!! I'll be staying here (the place i am currently renting) until about 26th November (since i am going back to medan on 26th), and on January, i'll stay in the new place! And i am going to move my stuffs on 24th Nov (planned to). I'll be moving to Bukit Timah area, and i'll share a room with my classmate, Key. There's also one of my friend who is from Jakarta as well, in the other room. It was quite pricey though, i hope i won't burden my family so much for this. (Really have to work part time here on my free time). So yeah, that's all i want to write. Gotta get back to my assignments!

Jess

Fashion thought

What will it be if i combined jumpsuit and blazer?

(so eggcited to try this look! jumpsuit is so in my shopping list right now!)

Jess

i had enough

I want to move out from this place. I had written about it here, and i told some of my family and friends. I am just tired of everything, I am tired of always being the one who was accused for everything that goes wrong in this house, the trashes, the lights, the washing stuffs; whatever-the-f*ck-it-was-called, i am tired of getting complaint for the way i live, the way i do my assignments, the way i put my stuffs, the way i do everything..

i was like, i had enough... i hate being alone here, i hate the bed, the table, the sofa, even the chair.

there was no mcdonalds nearby, no starbucks, no malls. i had no friend here, i feel f*cking alone here, in fact. i hate my roommate, i hate it. they just can't understand the way i live.

and when i find a place that i think perfect, it was just out of my league, too expensive, yeah. i am afraid that it will just be a burden for my family. i know i should be grateful for everything that i have now, yes, i am grateful that i can further my studies here, but i just want a better place to live. i hate it here. :( and i don't know what to do now. i just feel like crying. in fact, i am crying now.

and i know i have assignments to do, but i just don't feel like doing it anymore. whatever, i am going to sleep.

Jess

First Semester - END

Yesterday was my last day of my first semester in Lasalle, no more classes to attend, which means the 'no contact week' had arrived, well, time flies so fast, i can still remember clearly how i felt on my first day, and now, my first semester is over. My assessment date will be on 23rd of November, so i still have about 12 days to touch up my sketchbooks, much work indeed. But, all of this will worth it in the future. it will.

Anyway, tomorrow, i'll go to my friend's place and have a look and discussion with her landlady about renting a room there, so excited! Hope it will turn out great! That is one of my 11/11/11 wish though. Can't wait to move and start a different lifestyle there! A better one for sure!

Can't wait for 26th November! 15 days to go!

xoxo

Jess

Oh, by the way, i also just ordered a Gateau Opera cake with Macaroon and pistachio garnish from La Maison Patisserie for my grandfather's birthday that will fall on this upcoming 27th November. Hope it tastes great!

I am so poor, i can't even pay attention

Like what i had type numerous times here, i have a mountain of homework to do. But sadly, i couldn't find the mood to do it. All i had done the past few hours are, checking my facebook and twitter, blogging, watch youtube videos, open mivo.tv, checking my email, and other unimportant stuffs. Can someone tell me what should i do to gain my mood? :(

hopeless here.

maybe i am just tired, or even bored. argh....

i wish i had more money to buy books.

such a nerd.

but well, can't help it, i love reading books and the smell of books. I love filling my brain with the words and let my imagination plays the scene in my head. I used to think that if i don't choose Design as my major, i'd pick Literature, why? because i am a book freak! Haha. Back to topic, i wish i had some money left to buy a fiction book at the end of the month. Been missing reading a good book after getting drown in world of art and design these few months.

Jess

Did a little changes here and there, trying to make my layout look as how i want, but still, it feels weird. Wishing to learn web design somehow.

don't have any idea about what to write. Life has been pretty flat these days, i just pass my day by doing endless assignments and checking twitter, facebook and my mails. I feel really amazed all of a sudden, by how fast 4 months had passed, and what i had done in these 4 months ( i'll post pics of what i had done in college later after i had done my assessment ) i never imagined that i could do all of those works. Lasalle made me learn a LOT for sure.

well, out of words to say, wish everyone a great week ahead. will write again soon :)

Jess ♥

when you wish that all of those assignments could disappear

bored with assignments, so i camwhore

Hate the quality of my pocket camera, planning to save some money to buy a DSLR.

Well, i do get a contract with Elite, at least they said so, they haven't contact me back yet, due to their schedule with the 12th finalists, they said that they'll contact me as soon as they finish with all of the final thingy. hopefully, soon. cause i need job! i need money! haha. sound so materialistic.

anw, at least i signed myself to be a gallery sitter at my college's gallery, it is a job that i called as 'you sit down and get money'. haha. i'll be sitting for 'Joseph McNally gallery on 18th Nov. Thank God i got that job, because it helps me a lot. A LOT. i am quite short of cash now, due to my stupid photography portfolio that cost me 50 dollars, so that job, is like an oasis in the desert. hahaha

waiting for 26th november

Jess

ProcastiNATION

should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework. should be doing my homework.

Morning lovelies, had this urge to post something in my blog despite i got no idea about what to write. Let's see.. I join Elite Model Look Singapore 2011, and become one of the semifinalist, and i promise myself that i will do my best, no matter i will win or not. I aim to at least get into the 30 semifinalist though, because those are the girls that will get a modeling contract with elite singapore. So yeah, i will do my best and give my all, so there'll be no regret!!

and anyway, it's getting closer to end of my first semester, and lots of final project are coming and piling up, so i am juggling my modeling and school time, and i think i am going insane soon.

see ya in my next post! hopefully with a modeling contract in my hand!

Junooo

a little update

hey there, just checking in to give a little update of my life. yesterday, i booked a flight to medan on 26th nov for my upcoming semester break. And, it's not that i can be happy though, college life is getting thougher since it's closer to assessment already. Lot's of things to catch up, piles of new homeworks coming, and not to mention the extra classes. I have been sleeping around 3 am these past few days and feeling kinda not energized today, just hoping that i won't fall sick! i can not fall sick! since tomorrow's class is photography, i have not much work to do, so planning to sleep earlier tonight. My body needs a rest so bad.

At least i can rest as much as i can during my holiday! oh my, how i can't wait for 26th november!

@jesslynfeliciaa

Don't worry about tomorrow

National Museum of Singapore

I always knew that i had this problem with time management. For example, i should be like doing my 2D homework now, but instead, i am watching tv and typing this. I just got home from church and some groceries shopping, i went to sunday service almost every week now, it's a great and fun routine, the atmosphere in singapore's church to me is very different with the one in medan and i always feel less stressed after going there. The church is called New Creation church and the service is held in Suntec City (tower 4). It was Eunike, one of my classmate in Lasalle who asked me to join her, so after the service we'll go around Suntec City trying foods that we can rarely find in Indonesia (Eunike is from Jakarta anyway). And one of the most addicting food that i had tasted so far is Hot Balls from Chippy. Hot Balls is fried Mars Chocolate (yes, fried) served with ice cream (vanilla or chocolate) with Hershey's chocolate sauce on top. It tastes like heaven and insanely addictive. Planning to try some other things next week, can't wait!

Well, i guess i better start doing my homeworks.

Do check my tumblr if you want to see more posts about Secret Garden! :D

click here.

annyong~ :3

시크릿 가든

So as i promised, here's my tribute post for my most fave drama, Secret Garden! :D

I think i heard of this drama since like 10 months ago i guess, when i am still in high school, by that time, what i imagined when i heard of Secret Garden is, two people in a rose garden (okay, so cheesy, i know) and i had absolutely no interest in the drama. But as time goes by, i guess when i am having my holiday on May to July, i was actually thinking of watching this drama, but ended up watching other dramas instead, until i am in singapore, and i find some spare time, so i think, 'why don't i try to watch this drama?' and i fell in love with it instantly :) well, yeah it's not the latest drama anymore now, but a good storyline never gets old, right? :D

Secret Garden's posters

The drama tells about the story of Kim Joo Won, a CEO of Loel department store, whose personality is, well quite unique to me, he is arrogant, annoying, smart, yet naive. One day, when his superstar cousin , named Oska (a.k.a. Choi Woo Young) asked him to find actress Park Chae Rin, he mistaken the stuntwoman, Gil Ra Im, for the actress. And therefore this is the start of their always fighting relationship. To me, Joo Won seemed to be impressed by

Ra Im simply because she is tough, unlike all the other rich girl he used to met. Well, it wouldn't be fun if the drama is just about that, a strange thing also happen to them, which is, they got their soul swapped! (remember the title : 'Secret' Garden) Interesting, isn't it? :D

I think the part that i like the most is how the director make the scenes where Joo Won has fall for Ra Im, but he doesn't realize it somehow. Also how sweet and romantic Joo Won's can be towards Ra Im, though i kinda hate it when Joo Won speaks so harsh to Ra Im ( he is a stubborn-raised rich man, what do you expect? haha )

I laugh a lot watching this drama, there are a lot of funny scenes (especially when their soul got swapped) and Joo Won's expressions is really cute! So how can i not fall in love with this drama? :D

And behind a good drama, there are always great actors and actresses who made it superb.

Hyun Bin as Kim Joo Won

I think he did a great job in this drama, he acted really well both as Joo Won and as Ra Im (when their soul got swapped) and you'll just love his huge range of face expressions!

Ha Ji Won as Gil Ra Im

Our heroine in the movie! The amazing woman Gil Ra Im! :D

Yoon Sang Hyun as Oska (Choi Woo Young)

The playboy superstar, Oska! Ra Im's fairy godmother! The actor played it really well, he is like one of the comedian in the drama. :P

Kim Sa Rang as Yoon Seul

Oska's first and last love, at the beginning of the drama, she go for a matchmaking session with Joo Won. She first appeared to be quite bitchy though, but as the drama goes, she is actually a very nice character, she helps Ra Im and Joo Won too! The actress did a great job as well, portraying the heartbroken but still classy woman.

Lee Philip as Im Jong Soo

The director at the place where Ra Im work. He loves Ra Im but he just keep it to himself. His hairstyle is annoying, but his character is a really caring person, and he speaks english really fluently, he lived in US though, so no surprise.

Kim Sung Oh as Kim Sung Woo (Joo Won's secretary)

Joo Won's comical secretary. He is actually cares a lot about his boss though. And he is another actor that will make you burst into laughter looking at his character.

Secret Garden OST tracklist :

Disc 1

1. That woman - Baek Ji Young

2. You are my spring - Sung Si Kyung

3. Reason - 4Men

4. Here I am - 4Men feat. Mi

5. Appear - Kim Bum Soo

6. One Woman - BeBe Mignon

7. I Can't - Mi

8. Scar - BOIS

9. Appear (Ballade) - Yoari

10. You are My Everything - Jung Ha Yoon

11. Here I am (Piano ver.) - Mi

12. That Man - Baek Ji Young

Disc 2

1. That Man - Hyun Bin

2. Constellation of Tears - Yoon Sang Hyun

3. Liar - Yoon Sang Hyun

4. Fairytale - Yiruma

5. Gazing - Yoon Sang Hyun

6. Here I am (Drama ver.) - Yoon Sang Hyun

All of the soundtracks are really nice! Recommend you to download all of it! :P

So yes, if you haven't watch this drama, i highly recommend you to go watch it! You won't be disappointed! (especially if you are a romantic comedy drama lover like me :P) why? because the drama is perfect! can't you see? great storyline, superb actor and actresses, wonderful soundtrack, and lots lots more.

anyway, this is a mantra that Joo Won like to say :D

( i found myself like to say it too sometime after watching this drama :P)

and last but not least, some pics of hyun bin to end this post (why? because he is such a perfect guy!! ) :P

Well, i hope you enjoy this post! :D

One of the longest post i had ever made! hahaha

Gamsahabnida :D

Annyong!

Bian bloggie for abandoning you for a long long time :(

College life is getting tougher with assignments and assignments. I am currently in my Project week, which means i have no classes ( you think it's fun? nah ) Project week was designed for us to catch up all the works that we haven't done, and me, someone who is both love to procrastinate and perfectionist, decided to re-do some of my work adn since i haven't done some of my work, which means hell yeah, i got a lot of works to do. (damn)

But then, i am a teenager, so i still went out with friends for some movies and dinner and shopping (okay, i am killing myself)

Anyway, i am crazeh with Secret Garden!! especially the lead male actor, a.k.a Hyun Bin!!!! I'll share about it some other day when i have the time :D . Actually i haven't finish watching it though, because i am scared to watch the ending. I'll miss the drama way too much then!!! so i am currently still in the 18th episode. (yes, i am insane)

oh Hyun bin oppaaaaaa.......... look how cute he is!!

and anw, i am really looking forward for going back to medan in project week, but mommy says no since the airline ticket cost a lot, and it's just a few days left. soo... :(

but, let's not drown in sadness for too long, it's normal to feel homesick isn't it?

it's 2 months left before my semester break anyway, hahaha

But i still really want to move out this place that i am curently renting. :( tell you the story some other time, but yeah, i hate it a lot here.

see ya in my next post! ;)

is it a sin?

is it a mistake if i think of you more in that day? that one day in a year..

Homeworks, College, Singapore

Hi it's me again here, college just start in less than 2 weeks and my homeworks are piling up, all subject has their own homework and research to do and most of them are due in one week, i'm trying to do my best and putting love and effort in my homework so my portfolio will be great. And for sure, still trying to make new friends, and struggling to adapt with their joke and way of talking.

speechless, dunno what to write.

continue later peeps, when i have the time, lol

@jesslynfeliciaa

can't wait!

really can't wait for my trip to batam tomorrow, yes, i am coming home baby! hahaha, can't wait to have some nasi padang, mcd, pizza, fetuccini, martabak, sate padang, gong gong, and tons of other indonesian food! *drooling* and i miss mommy and dad and my batam home too. Oh yeah, plan to watch transformers too, since the movie ticket here is so expensive and i guess they are not showing transformers here anymore. Therefore, i also have homeworks to do there, my 3 pieces of drawing and my evaluation for the 3D project.Damn, maybe i won't even be able to enjoy my holiday. Gotta finish at least one drawing today!

okay then, no more blogging, homework, come to mamah!

@jesslynfeliciaa

2NE1 - Lonely

holla! here i am, now as what i wrote in my last post, i am so into 2NE1 these days, and this song has been playing on my music player for numerous time, i love the melody of this song and their voices are so easy listening, so, enjoy! :)

lyrics

Jigeum naega haneun yaegi
Neol apeuge halji molla
Ama nal jukdorok miwohage doel kkeoya
Naega yejeon gatji antadeon ne mal
Modu teullin mareun aniya
Nado byeonhaebeorin naega nat seolgimanhae
Neomu chakhan neonde neon geudaeroinde Oh
I don't know I don't know
Naega wae ireoneunji
Geutorok saranghaenneunde neon yeogi inneunde Oh
I don't know
Ije nal chatgo sipeo
Baby I'm sorry neowa isseodo nan lonely
Saranghagin naega bujokhanga bwa
Ireon motnan nal yongseohae
I'm sorry ige neowa naui story
Sarangiran naegen gwabunhanga bwa
Ne gyeote isseodo

The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you
They’ll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Nega jalmotan ge anya
Naega isanghan geoya
Imi orae jeonbuteo nan junbi haenna bwa ibyeoreul
Jeongmal jalhaejugo sipeonneunde
Hapil sarang apeseoneun wae

Ireoke haneobsi jagajigo oerounji
Neomu chakhan neonde neon geudaeroinde Oh
I don't know I don't know
Naega wae ireoneunji
Geutorok saranghaenneunde neon yeogi inneunde Oh
I don't know
Ije nal chatgo sipeo

Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one
It seems I’ve already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I’m confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That’s the way you are but oh
I don’t know I don’t know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you’re here now but oh
I don’t know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry neowa isseodo nan lonely
Saranghagin naega bujokhanga bwa
Ireon motnan nal yongseohae
I'm sorry ige neowa naui story
Sarangiran naegen gwabunhanga bwa
Ne gyeote isseodo
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I’m sorry, even when I’m with you, I’m Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I’m sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I’m by your side
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Cuz I'm just another girl
I bami werowo nan
Deoneun gyeondil su eobseo good bye
Cuz I'm just another girl
Neomuna werowo
Jigeum ne gyeote isseodo baby I'm so lonely

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely.

Cuz I’m just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can’t take any more, Good bye
Cuz I’m just another girl
I’m so lonely
Even though I’m by your side right now
Baby I’m so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

(lyrics taken from www.gadis999.onsugar.com)

homeworks

It's 16.15 now, truthfully i haven't had my lunch, i ate some pieces of bread and triple-M roasted seaweeds to fill my stomach, actually i really feel like eating but i am too lazy to walk to the nearby hawker centre, i thought about ordering Mcd delivery, but it was too expensive, so maybe i'll be just fine with breads and seaweed. Yes, i know, i am torturing myself.

I start my college last Monday, but since 9th august was singapore's independence day and 10th august was lasalle founder's day, i got two days of holidays :p and yeah, i already have a homework, 3 pieces of drawing for my 2D class, and instead of doing it, i've been hanging out with my friends yesterday and watch tv and surfing the internet today, i am so gonna die. *stop procrastinating!!!*

Anyway, i planned to go to Batam this Friday *yeay!!* why? cause my class ended at 12, and i have nothing to do on saturday and sunday, so a trip back home sounds nice :P i can finally eat kfc (with rice!) i miss miss miss indonesian foods so much!!! okay, stop talking about foods, it makes me super hungry now.

Nowadays, i am so into 2NE1, hahaha. seems like i watch too much mtv. --"

well, i am gonna share their song, Lonely and ugly at my next post for my 'song of the day' section

bye!

@jesslynfeliciaa

Sing a song

Well, life in Singapore starts to feel better now, i talked about how i felt to some of my friends few days ago and they gave me supports and motivating words, telling me not to give up and such, i feel much better after that, and suddenly i feel more relaxed, and i can see things from a whole different perspective now. Thank you guys :)

So i just watched Harry Potter and the deathly hallows part 2, i know it's pretty late already, but i was so happy to finally can end the movie, i am sure gonna miss the movie so much! I watched it with my college friend who is also from medan, pretty awkward, but pretty fun too :D

The house i am currently staying in singapore is okay, room is not so big actually, but everything is good, though i wish to live in an apartmen :p i mean, waking up with a view of the city seems cool, hahaha. planning to move out from this place semester, so for the time being, maybe i just have to postpone my 'apartmen room' wish.

my room! yeah, i know, it's pretty messy

running out of words to say, so i'll just end this post.

see ya :)

@jesslynfeliciaa

P.S : planning to join a modelling agency in singapore since i miss runway so much! wish me luck :*

i don't know

I always think that this is my dream, what I always wanted, but now, I can't believe I'm crying while typing this, I miss my family, my friends, everyone that I once had. I feel so empty here. I know, it's just me that still can't adapt. I thought I won't feel sad anymore, because I had experienced this 6 years ago when I decided to move to medan from batam, but still, I feel what I felt during the first few weeks when I just moved to medan, I feel like crying. And now, all I want is just to be with my family.

Singapore

Hi there, it is 30th July today, well time flies so fast, i couldn't believe i have been in singapore for almost 1 week! Well this week is filled with orientation, and adapting, not to forget, walking. (lol) Mom is already back to Batam today, so here i am, alone in my new house in singapore. my housemates seem good though, especially the indonesian one,they are really friendly, maybe that is why foreigners always say that indonesians are really friendly, when you're in some other country, you'll realize it, seriously. my singaporean housemate seem so.. reserved (like, she has a motto 'my world is my world, your world is yours') and the malaysian? worse, i haven't even spoke a word with them. it's like i don't even exist. gosh. really awkward.

My college is great, it was artsy, and beautiful college, not to forget mazy (is that even a word? haha) My PPD tutor seems nice and strict, and there are a lot of singaporean and chinese in my class. Yes, by chinese i mean they are from china, i couldn't even understand a word when they are talking to each other. wtf --" hope i can make friends with them *fingerscrossed*

and to tell you the truth, i feel like i don't have any friend here. :( sad sad sad.

i miss my mom

@jesslynfeliciaa

16th July

Just went home from my relatives' wedding. The newlyweds used to live in USA, so maybe that's why the wedding ceremony has a feel of western style wedding. It was a pretty enjoyable night anyway.

Mom has bought my flight ticket to Batam on 20th July, so fast :( i've been trying to convince mommy to bought the 22nd July flight instead, but mommy has few things to do in Batam, so there goes the 22nd July flight :( wondering what i should do to fill my days from 20th to 23rd July, since i am going to Singapore on 24th July. No brothers, no internet connection, guess i'll look at my blackberry for 24/7 --"

So technically, i only got 3 days left in Medan, haven't pack, and i still got tons of stuffs to do, not to mention some last hangouts with my girls, hope i can do all of those in these 3 days. I have a list of medanese foods to eat before leaving from medan too, really wish i can eat those foods too in these 3 days. Lol

see you in my next post! (that i will probably post in singapore already! still getting nor exited nor nervous though)

@jesslynfeliciaa

12th July

Regarding to my last post, no, i'm not going to ask mommy and dad to buy me all of those stuffs, my college fee has already been pretty expensive, my mom will kill me if i ask for some more stuffs that might be not really important right now. For example, I already have a 15" Toshiba laptop, which is pretty good for design already (mac, please wait for 1 or 2 more years!), i already have a sneakers, i already... wait, i don't have any bag that is appropriate for me to bring to college, so maybe i should go and find a bag. But no, i don't have any camera :( can i survive in an arts college without camera? :( or should i buy one?

mumbling, scribbling

@jesslynfeliciaa

wishlist

will be leaving to singapore in less than 2 weeks, and my mind is full with the things that i wish i have (so i can bring to singapore, lol)

macbook pro

Doc Martens eye boot

(been craving for one since years ago, but i thought i won't be wearing it much, but since i am going to singapore and i'll be walking around much, i've been craving for it again! actually any brands will do, i love the design, not the brand :p and the one that's comfortable to wear)

Bags (the kind of bags that is stylish yet i can bring to college)

i fell in love with this shorts at the first sight!

last but not least. a DSLR (i am a design student, dont give me that look. lol)

or at least, a pocket camera will do ;p