Wednesday, March 31, 2010

A cup of.... tea?

we've a nice weather outside...
it's quite sunny, but i feel excited about it ...
to sum it up, i love it.. :)

let's talk about future today
i'm in love with Interior Design since i'm in primary school (around the 5th or 6th class if i'm not mistaken)
when i was a child, i believe that i will have a future that have a connection with drawing, since that is the only thing that i love and good at...
then i realized that... I love seeing houses, the furniture, the decorations... and I figure out that we can study that in Uni..
then i decided to study that in Uni...
and i believe that,when we are in Uni, the major that we r studying must be the major that we love, and we are pretty good at..
no matter what obstacles we have,i think it's still better to study what we love
then study what our parents want us to...
it's useless if we pursue sth that we don't love, it'll be pretty hard for us in the future...

okay, got to go, tons of killing housechores are waiting, bye~!

him him him

oh great...
because i mentioned him just now, my brain suddenly played a bunch of memory i had about him...
oh great...

now it feels so real...
his smile, his face, the stupid things i wish i had done....
oh dear...



::howiwishijustdontmentionedhiminmylastpost::

distracted

my fam will arrive in medan approximately in less than 12 hours..
and i'm still awake and eating indomie actually...
it's my fuel before goin' to bed..
lol :p


i just realized that...
i rarely talk (read : type) about him as often as i used to in my post
it's not that i dont love him anymore...
i'm just...
well,, trying not to think about him too much..
but.. i guess it's not working quite well =='
cause i dreamt of him oftener when i didnt think of him as much as i used to..
duh..


okay...
let's move on to another topic...
exam is coming (yes, i know, i know)
the only subject that i can do is Math...
oh God... i'm surely dying here...
as i think this monthly exam will give me more distraction..
you know.. my family is coming.. and as i can imagine it, there will be a lot of.. going here and there... and how can i study??

as i believe i'm not the kind of girl who will stay at home to study while all of my family member go somewhere..
duh..

oh God... please please please help me.........

God..
::please protect my family who will come to medan tomorrow... give them a save and great flight...::
God bless you, you, and all of you...


see y!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Hi there

Okay... so here i am...
maybe i'll online more this few days since i've got my internet connection back as what i had said in my last post...

i enjoy yesterday's weather more!
the breeze,and the gloomy sky..
what a great day!

the problem is,, it is very hot again today...
Yikes!

i go to school to attend my afternoon class and we're just doing some biology presentation as usual...
i still don't understand why the school don't just give us holidays...
since we're doing nothing at special at school anw...

well...
I cant wait for next week!
cant wait to see my family!!
woohoo...


keep smiling, stay happy, feel the excitement!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Spring Breeze

finally i got my internet connection + privacy back!
finally i can post sth...
it's been like months ago since my last post.. (no exaggerating,really)

anw..
my family will come to medan for the "cheng beng" tradition in this end of March..
but maybe i can't enjoy all the fun, because i have to face my monthly exam on the 5th of April..
*sigh*
but another anw...
i promise to study a lot better this time...
i have to raise my parallel rank you know..

and let us dance to the rhythm of the Spring Breeze...

see ya on my next post...
May God bless all of you...