Happy Chinese New Year!

i know it's quite late already, but better late than never isn't it?

I spent my Chinese New Year in Jakarta and Bandung again this year with my mom's side of family, and it was really fun to be able to meet with all of my cousins from my mom's side since most of them live in Jakarta and Bandung and usually i can only meet them once a year.

And now i am back in my cozy room, doing homeworks. It's okay though, i promised myself to do it as how i like it, not just for the sake of finishing it.

Anyway, after stumbling on a video project made by a blogger, i was sort of inspired to do something like that as well, not being a copycat, but we artist do get inspired from other artist and try to do something in our own way (ngeles ceritany :p) so i'm going to record (a short one, 5-10 secs) whatever i did in a month, and compile it, i'll start next month, and hopefully i can post it here by march. :)

gotta back with my work! see y :D

Jess

Hilang

Telah lama aku bertahan

Demi cinta wujudkan sebuah harapan

Namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu

Semua rasa tlah hilang

Sekarang aku tersadar

Cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang

Apalah arti aku menunggu

Bila kamu tak cinta lagi

Namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu

Semua rasa tlah hilang

Sekarang aku tersadar

Cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang

Apalah arti aku menunggu

Bila kamu tak cinta lagi

Dahulu kaulah segalanya

Dahulu hanya dirimu yang ada di hatiku

Namun sekarang aku mengerti

Tak perlu ku menunggu sebuah cinta yang semu

Sekarang aku tersadar

Cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang

Apalah arti aku menunggu

Bila kamu tak cinta lagi

Sekarang aku tersadar

Cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang

Apalah arti aku menunggu

Bila kamu tak cinta lagi

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Such a perfect song to describe what i have been feeling this past few months. Wish i had knew this song sooner, maybe my heart won't feel so empty then. But life's been good, i finally figured out how i spend my life before i fall for you. It's quite empty i admit, but it's better. I had no regret anymore, because i had done what i should have done and after a very long time i finally can feel what freedom is again. Yes, it's not easy at first, even now i still feel like there's a part of me that's gone, but i'll find my other part again soon, somewhere.

"Namun ku rasa cukup ku menunggu. Semua rasa tlah hilang."

Jess