very ashamed! >.<

I had just realised that i made so many grammar mistakes in my posts!
Oh God!
I'm so ashamed with myself.. =(
I should start to pay more attention in my english class in order to graduate my advance class proudly..
Yes i CAN !!
Yosh!


Tell me why.. U're so hard to forget..
Why when i want to forget u, u gave me that smile again...
Tell me why...

Ran away

My life had been oh so messed up since i'm back to medan from my holiday...
Crying..crying..n crying..
Actually sometimes i do regret my decision..
it was all because of him that i'm still here..
But as things happened and i felt that everything just didn't work out, why do i'm still here then?
I really want to ran away...really...
I feel that people here just don't care with me..
Probably i'm just a burden to them..
I'm just alone here..
And..
I want to erase him...from my mind,my heart,n my soul...
But can i..?
But one thing, i never regret falling in love with him though i want to forget him...



Owh..
I don't want to procastinate(do i type it right?) again...
Argh..
As things just never become great whenever i procastinate i..
I felt so frustated when i see my score...
Argh..
So my goal now is :
- try to stop my stupid habit--procastinating task
- raise my average score
- get rank 1-3 at winf
- join writing competition n win it
- join my drawing class seriously
- study more
- be a nicer girl


P.S : miss my family so much

back from my holiday...

i had just back from my holiday in KL...^^
it's kinda fun actually..
me n my mom shop a lot there ;p
haha
and we had lot of fun in Genting..=)
it's the first time i play lots of roller coaster in one day...
hahaha waiting for my upcoming holidays...

..some pics..

in the ferry to SG

@ Genting

i really would like to download few more photos as i got tons of it..
but i'm feeling so sleepy now...
so bubye ",
i'll continue next time

who can make me smile ? HIM...

I'm baaaaaackkkk....
huah... miss u so much bloggie...
i've been so busy until i forhot about blogging these few weeks.. =P
sorry...


so,
i got my test result...
and to be honest i'm NOT so happy with it...
i think i can do more for sure...
so i'll study harder for my next monthly test...
i promise...


my class had grew more personality these few days...
we got noisier and... noisier...
lol
but sometimes i still feel so lonely in that class...
humph...
miss my besties cia2 for sure...


i also join some remedial test for my bad marks...
though i hope my essay can make it better, but my report hasn't been given to us yet, so i have to predict my score n i decided to join the remedial test for 3 subjects..
n so far so good...



saw him on my way home today...
just by seeing him smiling n walking with his friends makes me smile in my car...
oh GOd...
i really still not over him yet...
i still heart him so much,,,
dunno when i can over him....


still hoping actually....



anw, it's 12.30 already and i'm pretty sure i'll woke up late again this morning..
lol

so off to dreamland first
bubye...


Postscript : Ask all of your cousins handphone number... believe me, u're going to need it one day...