Future

Hi dearies, I just realized that I have no idea of what I wanted to do in the future now. In the past, my goal is to study Interior Design abroad, and now that I had achieved my goal, (and get quite disappointed by it because the college that I had chosen turned out to be teaching Interior Architecture instead of Interior Decoration). *sobs for my life* . Now I had no idea of what should I do in the future. Being an architect is obviously out of the picture. It's just not me at all okay, designing the exterior of a building, and blah3x.. No, no, I don't think that's me at all. So currently i thought of a few options :

The first one, after i finish my diploma at Lasalle (since there's no way i can step back, I suppose I just have to finish it right? Just another 1 1/2 year, and after all, i will still gain some skills that i can use in the future i believe), I'll work in a firm, while also taking class about Interior Decoration. And, build my future from there. 

Or, after finishing my diploma, I'll work in a firm and save my money and continue my degree elsewhere (hopefully London, or Melbourne) taking Interior Design, or perhaps Visual Merchandising, yes, I am interested in that area too, decorating shops, how exciting is that? Although i realised that i might need to study fashion and business as well if i want to work in that area. I won't mind, since fashion has always been a part of me.

And then there's my third option, after finishing my diploma, I'll go apply to be a... *drum rolls* stewardess! very random huh? I just think it would be fun, you know, I'd love to travel and see the world, and the pay is not bad you know, an SIA stewardess can get minimum salary of 3800sgd/month. Not including bonus. And i get to travel around the world and meet different kinds of people! Beside, i had been travelling alone using an airplane since i am in grade 6, so I am used to flying. And maybe after my 3 years work contract is finished, i can go study visual merchandiser or interior decoration, or fashion or maybe pastry! Oh i have a lot of areas that i am interested in indeed, I guess i just can't see myself doing a certain kind of job for my whole life. We only live once, so why not use it to learn various skills right?

So... what will i choose for my future? Honestly, currently I have no idea still, but maybe it won't be far from the three options that i listed here. (Except if one day i get so successful in Modelling maybe I might change my list again. lol) Any feedbacks regarding to my options? 

Jess

Christmas spirit

Yes, I know Christmas almost ends, but I can't help it! still feeling so Christmassy here, hahaha. Oh, i forgot, Merry Christmas! May the joy and peace of Christmas always fill our days to come.
So, today, I want to share some of my favorite Christmas tunes. Hope whoever who read this post and actually spend their time listening to the songs I shared would enjoy it as much as i do! :* Happy holidays!

Winter Wonderland (cover) - by J Rabbit


Let It Snow (cover) - by Kina Grannis


When You Wish Upon a Star (cover) - by Joanna Wang

The Christmas Song (cover) - by Kina Grannis & Joseph Vincent

Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas (cover) - by Megan Nicole


Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas (cover) - by Rod Stewart



Yes, i know, there are two 'Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas' song here, and i am not even sorry because, i love the song so much. My favorite Christmas track indeed. Well, i guess that's all then, Hope you had a very merry Christmas today.


Love,
Jess

Have yourself a merry little Christmas

Seriously, how merry can I be, seeing the fact that i might spend my Christmas alone here. I know, i know God has given me chances to share it with some people. Some of my friend are still here and I am sure even my landlady wouldn't mind if i join her Christmas dinner. I guess i should be grateful for the condition I am in now, huh? I suppose i just wish that I can spend it with my family. Like how it always be for my whole life.
So, annoyingly, the feeling of loneliness strikes me again today. I read books, watch movies, about how people meet that special someone, and think to myself, when is my turn going to come? I mean, it seems so easy in those movies and books, you simply went for a walk, or go shopping or anything, and 'Bam!' you meet some stranger who'd somehow become someone very important in your life in just a few weeks or even days time.Yes, I know they're movies and books, fictions. But, they must be based on some kind of truth to be able to be made into books or movies right? Well, how can i even have a boyfriend if I am now not even close with any guy, come to think of it. How pathetic my life is really. Oh. another post about me nagging about the romance part of my life. How interesting huh? Well, maybe I am still single now because I am still unable to love myself, so how can I love others? Yes, I am not the most confident person in the world, I hate some part of myself, but I love myself in some ways as well. I have that bitchy-girl side of me, though I tried not to show it in front of others as much as i can, because I think too much of how I would look like in other people's eyes. I think too much I suppose. And hey, today i found out an acquintances of mine whom 'the-bitchy-side' of me thinks that 'oh, she looks like a person who is less attractive than me', you know, a nerdy kind of girl whom you'd think have a romance issue as well, and guess what, she got engaged today. if even that kind of person can find a significant other and i can't... then, i am much worse? My self esteem just jump off the cliff. Argh, what am i rambling here. Well, since no one is going to read this I guess then maybe i assume that it's okay for me to write whatever i want to write, to express what i feel. That's the point of having a blog rightt? ok, i am signing off now.


Jess

HOLIDAY

Freedom is in the air! Semester break has started since last Friday, and i've been going out a lot, which means spending a lot of money as well. Universal Studio and movie with my classmates, Dinner with my Indonesian friends, and movies and Korean food madness with my roommate, not to mention all the money that i spent to buy materials for my final assignments, and then it hit me when i check my account. I need to get a freaking job. Like as soon as possible. And yeah, I am not coming back to medan this holiday. Soo, two days ago i sent out work application like crazy to all the work ads that catch my attention, and yesterday i went for two interviews. so far I am quite satisfied with their offer, and thinking of working at both places, but i guess i still need to see how it's going to work out later.

Til then

Jess

Time to stop being a spoiled brat jess, like seriously. I think today i've watched and read enough things that should have made me realised how lucky i am to be here in Singapore to further my study. And how much i am loved by my parents. I mean, they have sacrificed so much for me to be here, and i should put nothing but my parents' happiness as my number one priority now. Studying Interior Design in Lasalle is not an easy major, all the assignments and high-demanding lecturers, but if my friends can handle it, why can't i? I may work a bit slower, but this just means that i need to work harder, in the end, if i can have great results, my parents would be ecstatic as well. And as a child, bringing a smile to our parents' face, and making them proud are the greatest things that we could do for them right?
I may start late, but late is better than never isn't it? and who says those who start late can't win the race? i'll show you.


Jess

Tsukema tsukema tsukema tsukeru~

Okay, let's say maybe i got a bit bored of korean pop...




I had no idea how the hell i found these songs but they're catchy enough to make me keep listening to it and quite addicted to it. Seriously the lyrics keep popping up in my mind..
and i still wonder why all female japanese singer seems to have that kind of high pitch voice....


Pon pon pon way way pon way pon way pon way way~
Jess

I'm a silhouette

I'm tired of waking up in tears
'Cause I can't put to bed these phobias and fears
I'm new to this grief I can't explain
But I'm no stranger to the heartache and the pain

The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die

I'm a silhouette asking every now and then
"Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?"
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home

I'm sick of the past I can't erase
A jumble of footprints and hasty steps I can't retrace
The mountain of things I still regret
Is a vile reminder that I would rather just forget (no matter where I go)

The fire I began is burning me alive
But I know better than to leave and let it die

I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever smile again?" 
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home

'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go
'Cause I walk alone
No matter where I go

I'm a silhouette asking every now and then (now and then)
"Is it over yet? Will I ever love again?" 
I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home

I watch the summer stars to lead me home.


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the best track from the whole album, i just have to share it.


Jess

Nothing

You know that feeling when you don't feel like doing anything except nothing?
and that feeling of missing your hometown so much, the foods, the big family, the friends but probably i am just missing all the memories. Because things in the past can never happen again right? No, don't get me wrong, i'm not feeling down now, in fact i feel quite neutral at this time, i just feel overwhelmed by all the assignments, up to the point where i had no idea what to do.
Maybe i should go make a to-do list instead.
see ya


Jess

Actually i made a promise with myself to post more and more each year, and seeing that it's already almost the end of october now, and my number of post this year which is still quite low, compared to last year, i was worried that maybe i can't fulfill it. but well, maybe i can work on something during my holiday later.

I think my mood these past few days is like a roller coaster, anything could made me feel so happy and any small matters could drown me right into the pit of depression. Especially about socializing, i know i am never the friendliest girl in class that has a lot of friend to talk/hang out with, but at least during my high school i know that my classmates appreciated me and they 'see' me. Meanwhile now, in my college, i don't know.. i never feel that i stood out, not the one with the best idea, or the  best craftmanship, so i dare not speak out most of the time, because i am afraid they'll think that i am stupid or just someone who can only talk nonsense stuffs. I just don't have the confidence. I am trying to be better, but looking at my position now, i still think i haven't did my best.
And then the most recent thing that happened is, (you know i wrote about the group project in the last post right?) so i thought at least, some of them could see me as a friend already, but then, when a classmate of mine is celebrating his/her birthday, let's call his/her X, so X invited i think almost everyone in the studio (no class is going on at that time, so not much people are in the studio) to eat X's birthday cake, and yes, i am not one of those people. eventhough i was in the studio, doing my project, everyone is like laughing, and taking pictures, while i am there at the corner, alone. can you  imagine how awkward i feel at that time? i feel like really unwanted or something. Forever alone. and where i am seated now, right at the end corner of the table, is not helping at all either. and i just don't know what to do at that time, it's not right if i approach them right? It's not that i never talk with X before, and it's not about the cake, it's about.. about why i am not invited? did they actually hate me? am i such a bad person to make friends with? is there something wrong with me? or they just didn't see me at that time? i know i don't talk much, but still. it's not that i don't want to, believe me, i really want to change this habit of mine. i just don't know how.........
i hate this,, i know i shouldn't depend my happiness on someone else, but since friends is all i've got here, what else can i do to make myself a happier person?

all i want is to be accepted there, to know that i belong there.


Jess

It's Time

This month turns out to be better than last month i suppose, things are starting to get better, starting with the group projects from my college, you can say i start to socialize more and make more friends from it. And staying back at school to do work actually feel very comfortable (although i need to spend more money for eating outside during lunch and dinner --') The stress doesn't feel that bad anymore, don't know whether it is because i started to feel more inspired or it is because of something else. whatever is that 'something else', i won't tell you more until another 3 months. hahaha. to sum it up, i guess i'm doing quite good now.
Anyway, today i  went to watch 'The Perks of being a wallflower'. Going to rate it 4 out of 5. I think i can relate to the story well enough, there are a lot of times when i feel like Charlie, wanting to change things from every new beginning, but finding ourselves in the same old situation, being the awkward freshmen, socially clueless, don't think that we deserve to be with someone we love, and more. The movie also has a lot of quotes that i like, such as 'I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons, and maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there.' , ' welcome to the island of misfit toys', and 'why do i and everyone i love, picked people who treat us like we're nothing? ; because we accept the love that we think we deserve', 'but right now we're alive, and in this moment, i swear we are infinite'.
I think in life, we'll always find friends that can change us to be a better person, like how Charlie found Sam and Patrick, basically since the story's background is about teenage life and sets during his high school period, you can say that i really miss my high school time now. in a lot of ways.
well, i really love the writer's way of writing. Planning to buy the novel soon.

just so you know, it's 6 am in the morning when i type this post, actually planning to do my assignments since 3 am, but i ended up doing nothing but surfing the internet. okay, i think i should start my work now. and oh yea, i'll share one of the soundtrack of 'the perks of being a wallflower'.



til next time,

Jesslyn

Blow me one last kiss...

Currently in love with this song by P!nk, it's about relationship, but somehow i see this song as the situation that i feel now..


White knuckles
And sweaty palms from hangin' on too tight
Clenched shut jaw
I've got another headache again tonight

Eyes on fire, eyes on fire
And they burn from all the tears
I've been cryin', I've been cryin'
I've been dyin' over you

Tie a knot in the rope
Tryin' to hold, tryin' to hold
But there's nothing to grab
So I let go

I think I've finally had enough
I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us
Blow me one last kiss

You think I'm just too serious
I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning, so
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can't get worse
I've had a shit day
You had a shit day
We've had a shit day

I think that life's too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss

I won't miss all of the fighting
That we always did
Take it in
I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left

No more sick whiskey dick
No more battles from me
You'll be callin' a trick
'Cause you no longer sleep

I'll dress nice, I'll look good
I'll go dancin' alone
I will laugh, I'll get drunk
I'll take somebody home

I think I've finally had enough
I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us
Blow me one last kiss

You think I'm just too serious
I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning, so
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can't get worse
I've had a shit day
You had a shit day
We've had a shit day

I think that life's too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss

Da da da da
Da da da da
Blow me one last kiss

I will do what I please
Anything that I want
I will breathe, I will breathe
I won't worry at all

You will pay for your sins
You'll be sorry, my dear
All the lies, all the why's
Will all be crystal clear

I think I've finally had enough
I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us
Blow me one last kiss

You think I'm just too serious
I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning, so
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can't get worse
I've had a shit day
You had a shit day
We've had a shit day

I think that life's too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss

Na na na na
Da da da da
Na na na na
Da da da da
Blow me one last kiss

Na na na na
Da da da da
Na na na na
Da da da da
Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can't get worse
I've had a shit day
You had a shit day
We've had a shit day

I think that life's too short for this
Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this
Blow me one last kiss

어떻게..?

Pressured. This is the dream that i always wanted, but why do i feel very burdened in doing my college assignments now? shouldn't i feel happy doing it because it's what that i always dreamed of? Lecturer, Parents, Family, and even myself demand me to make the best out of every project, and in the end i feel very pressured and today while on my way home i realized that i don't feel the freedom of expressing myself at all though ironically i'm studying in an art school, where people perceived that its students are a bunch of free people in expressing their ideas. I admit that skill-wise I am not as good as some students, brain-wise? Am I not creative enough to survive? Come to think of it, my works never got praised as few of the best, though i also never those who got extremely criticized, but I am those who are in the middle, grey and forgotten.
And socially, I am not the friendliest girl in class, and i feel awkward when it comes to talking to people whom i recently knew. I want to change myself, to not be this introvert, but it's hard. I tried, and always ended up blaming myself when i failed. So i ended up, keeping everything to myself, shut my mouth and stay in the background, forgotten. And suddenly now everything just strikes me. My heart can't take all of these anymore, too much words left unsaid, too much pressure here and there, i'm at the point of breaking down, but i can't cause it won't make anything better. Maybe i think too much, and i demand too much from myself.
I am such a let down wasn't I?

Jess

rambles rambles

Seems like i won't be able to post this post before 25th came. but oh well, so let me start with my college rambles post again, since i am back in singapore and college has started for about 3 weeks (note : just 3 freaking weeks) and the amount of assignments is crazy. seriously. C-R-A-Z-Y. oh and my lecturer said this "we don't care whether you sleep or not, but you have to finish your assignments" (mau mati ga dengernya?) now i wonder what makes me choose this path in the first place... but i know i have to do well, i've sacrificed so much things to be able to be here, so i have to make the best out of it.
Also, mom has been nagging me to find part-time jobs, i want to mom, believe me, i've been browsing in job portals religiously, found some jobs that i think quite fun, but looking at my college's insane-ness, i might even have to spend a night in the studio to finish my work, i barely had enough sleep this whole week (sleep at 2, up at 7) how can i work again? well, let's just see how this is going to work out then..


Jess
oh yeah, might one day late already, but still..
생일 축하해 , 남자 삼모 ... 

Just realised that my earlier post was posted right on 11:11 ! (Yes, i love 11:11 wish)
Gonna make a wish in my heart on behalf of that post. lol

Jess

Mr. Perfect

What triggers me to write this post is that i was actually browsing for wedding pictures and videos on axioo.com, been a reader in their website for months (or is it a year ald?) and i really love their way of taking photographs! The chemistry, the background, the light, everything seems to fall into place and as you can conclude, their wedding photographs is one great work of art indeed. Oh yeah, a bit warning, browsing there can make you feel like you just wanna met your future husband as soon as possible (if you're still single like me) and just tie the knot and take you pre-wedding pictures with them. Well anyway, while watching some of their videos, i found this ah-ma-zing song, this song will be one of the playlist in my reception when i'm getting married in the future. lol (okay, i sound like a crazy girl who wants nothing except getting married at this point)

Lyrics

The people are clamoring close, close to the ground
My head and my heart are way up, up in the clouds
My love is alive, my love is alive for you
This is the perfect day
I forget how to breathe when your mouth whispers my name
Tell me I’m yours, tell me you’re mine, never the same
I’ll light up the sky, light up the sky for you
This is the perfect day

I wanna make it last forever
I wanna make it last forever
I wanna make it last forever
This is the perfect day

From the top of the sky to the dirt under my feet
With all of my heart, I know I’m where I should be
I’ll follow the stars, follow the stars with you
This is the perfect day

I wanna make it last forever
I wanna make it last forever
I wanna make it last forever
This is the perfect day

The people are clamoring close, close to the ground
My head and my heart are way up, up in the clouds
This is the perfect day

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On a side note, I've been dreaming weird dreams for these two consecutive nights, basically on the first night, i dreamed of someone whom i can't recall his face (i forgot whether i knew this guy or not) the rest of the dream is history because i can't recall it anymore by now, and on the second night i dreamed of a guy (forget whether it's the same guy as the one i dreamed last night or not, but they gave me the same feeling tho) and in that dream he give me his hand and wants me to grab his hand back and just to follow him (and i still remember clearly that i feel that this guy is not my type at all, but i feel like i have to grab his hand), until another guy came up and interrupted and telling me that i should be smart to choose and then i became confused and i woke up. ohkay, going to label this as a random crazy post. hahahah. confirmed that if my friend and my cousin read this post, they'll going to call me silly girl. 

Jess

A little tune to brighten up your day

Lyrics


I don't know anymore
I don't know what I've been fighting for
But something inside me won't go quietly

And I could be anywhere
'Cause we're all breathing the same air
It goes inside and makes me feels alive
And all I can say is, all I can say

I am here and I will be
Following my own way
Forever and a day
I am here and I'm here to stay

Oh, we are here and we will be
Following our own way
No matter what you say
We are here and we're here to stay
We are here to stay

No matter where you roam
Anywhere you lay your heart's your home
Stand your ground if they push you down
Because all you can say is, all you can say

We are here and we will be
Following our own way
No matter what you say
We are here and we're here to stay

We are real and we feel it
When you deny us
Or when you get tired of us
We are here and we're here to stay
We are here to stay

I never knew when enough was enough
Or whether to stay when the going was tough
But I won't let a little heart be afraid
And all I can say is, all I can say

I am here and I will be
Following my own way
Forever and a day
I am here and I'm here to stay

Oh, we are here and we will be
Following our own way
No matter what you say

We are here and we're here to stay

We are here to stay


Lyrics credited to : AZLyrics.com
No copyright infringement intended.


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I am always a fan of Lenka, her unique vocal and meaningful song lyrics is the reasons why. This song just captured my attention because to be honest I am currently feeling lost about everything in my life. I don't know where this path that i took will lead me to, for sure i want to be lead to a good place, but i am feeling anxious and restless. I find it quite hard for me to sleep these few days as whenever i turned off the lights in my room and laid my head on my pillow, my mind starts to wander everywhere, contemplating about my life from every aspects of it. I got nothing except feeling more restless about everything, and at some point maybe it made me tired enough to end up falling asleep. And tonight, i find myself feeling afraid of turning off the lights, because i don't want to let my mind wandered to those thoughts again. I want to sleep, but i also don't feel like it. 


"I am here and i will be following my own way, forever and a day"





Lyrics


Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

Woke my weary head
Crawled out of my bed
And I said, "Oh, how do I go on?"
Nothing's going right, shadow's took the light
And I said, "Oh, how do I go on?"

Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay
(Everything's ok)

I gave my hope to you
When you were nearly through
And you said, "Oh, I can't go on"
Well, now I need it back
'Cause I have got a lack of all that's good
And I can't go on

Yeah, sometimes I just need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

(Everything's okay, everything's okay)
Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

Lyrics credited to : AZLyrics.com
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Or maybe i just need someone to tell me that everything's okay. 


Jess

Yes, i do realize it's 2 am in the morning. so why am i still not yet sleeping? i guess my body has gotten used to my bad sleeping habits back in sg, so it's quite hard for me to sleep early nowadays. well, except when i am feeling very tired. I do realize as well that i had not updated my blog for what seems to be like a very long period already, been always wanting to write something, yet when i logged in, i honestly dont have any idea about what to type.
It's been weeks since i came to spend my holiday in Medan, yet i haven't had the chance to meet my friends (except my two dearest buddy S and J) the rest, well i don't know, too busy i guess? I had a hard time meeting S and J too to be honest, since they got works and college to attend. Not to mention the fact that i still have a long list of food that i want to eat before i went back to dearest lion city. Ah, how i wish i could drive, so i can go to anyplace at anytime when i feel like eating something. This is probably the reason why sometime i couldn't help but think that sg is better, transportation-wise.
Well, at least i went to Brastagi last Sunday. To spend some quality times with my family, had some fun in Mikie Holiday. Pics? maybe i'll upload some here in the next few days. maybe, i warn you. kkk... Mom advised me not to come back this Dec, and just stay in sg to find some intership or work to do. So honestly, i don't know when i can be back in my dearest hometown again. I decided to use this 2 weeks wisely, take bunches of pictures, eat loads of food, meet up with my friends, and spend quality time with my family. Not to forget, to pay another visit to Ethan (my dearest puppy whom is now living with another family :'( )
Will update again later, my eyes starts to feel heavy already. *yawn*


Jess

okay, it's been a very long time since i last post here. I am currently back in yours truly city, Medan. and currently super craving for korean food. kill me please, i am craving for indonesian food in singapore and craving for korean food in medan. great craving i have here.
actually i just had lunch in UFC, it sells Korean fried chicken if you might ask, most youngsters in Medan probably had known this place and flocked the restaurant when it's newly opened. The chicken tasted great i should say, but i wish they also have the chicken with the sweet sour sauce (like the yangnyum chicken that i order in singapore) but it was okay, the one that i am quite dissappointed with is the jjajangmyun. That is not a jjajangmyun, really, although it tasted good, but it's not jjajangmyun still.
ah, what have i been writing here?


Jess

#randomfreakingoutgirlpost : oh my God, i am going to be nineteen in less than a week. My last year of being a teenager and with no boyfriend for, well, almost nineteen years. Isnt this a time for me to freak out?

Jazz Pop, Pop-Jazz, Indonesian music

Hey ya! Super enjoying my holiday now, life's good, life's good. Haha. So few days ago i was feeling kinda bored with KPop songs and tried to browse Indonesian Jazz Pop (or Pop-Jazz) genre songs, as recommended by my friend. And I now agree that that is Indonesian style of music, not those girlbands and boybands who are trying to copy KPop. I mean, if Indonesia wants to make their music 'style' well known internationally, they should try to promote these jazz pop songs, to me it was more genuine and well, i think it fits Indonesian culture better somehow, the relaxing and unique melody. I'll share some of my favorites here. Enjoy! :)

Adera - Lebih Indah

Sierra Soetedjo - The Only One

Raisa - Melangkah

Citra Scholastika - Pasti Bisa

Maliq & D'Essentials - Untitled

Raisa - Stay (I'm not sure whether this is still considered as Jazz Pop, but it was a really sweet song, i just feel that i have to share it, lol)

Great songs aren't they?

Jess

Gemini facts

Honestly i always had a soft spot for astrology, whenever i bought a magazine, the first thing that i'm going to check is the astrology section. Although i never believe it if they wrote something bad about my horoscope, but i will have this positive feel if they wrote about something good. lol
So i also follows this twitter account who posts about Gemini's (yes, i am a Gemini) facts and i think it will be quite fun to share some that i agrees with here.


Gemini's fact
1. Many times when #Gemini say "I'm fine", they really mean "I'll be fine"
2. #Gemini may say they're over you, but every time their phone vibrates, their heart still wishes it's a text from you
3. Restless, with an active imagination and a keen intellect, life must be lived to the fullest for #Gemini
4. #Gemini usually have several things going at once, and within such chaos, they thrive
5. Air signs: #Gemini, Libra, and Aquarius operate from their intellect rather than their emotions
6. If you can't make me laugh, it's not likely I'm staying!
7. If it doesn't make any sense, #Gemini won't do it
8. #Gemini would prefer someone with a good intellect over someone who is nice-looking any day
9. If you can make #Gemini laugh and keep them entertained, you have won big points
10. #Gemini do have a tough mind making decisions and it isn't unlike them to change their mind a half dozen times about something
11. #Gemini are outgoing and yet they have a side that they don't let people get close to
12. #Gemini loves nothing more than shopping and easy chit chat
13. #Gemini actually have so many sides that even they aren't sure who they are
14. Once #Gemini do find someone to commit to, they are fools for love. Nothing is too good for their mate
15. For #Gemini, attraction begins in their head. They must have a connection 1st mentally before they'll want to proceed with a love interest.
16. #Gemini like it if their partner is out doing their own thing too
17. #Gemini tend to overthink situations to such a great extent that they cause oneself pain
18. The one thing they can't do without is bookshelves. Books hold a special place in their heart
19. Since #Gemini is not sure whether they're coming or going, things tend to look a bit chaotic
20. #Gemini usually make a loyal, and sympathetic friend. They offer a fresh outlook and great advice to their true friends
21. #Gemini have a difficult time expressing their true emotions
22. While #Gemini knows many people, they have few close friends. They tend to stay on the superficial plane with almost everyone
23. Maybe #Gemini hope too much. Maybe #Gemini dream too much. But at least they won't give up until they've tried, & they won't regret anything
24. Sometimes #Gemini pretend that they don't care. But really, they care more than anyone else ever will
25. It's funny how #Gemini feels so much but they don't say a word. They're screaming inside but they can't be heard
26. You will find #Gemini on their phone or the computer. They like to know what is going on in the news and could even be a news junkie
27. If the person is smart, #Gemini will find them hot. Not a serious smart, though. They can’t handle some1 who doesn’t know how to lighten up
28. When a #Gemini loves someone it's likely for a lifetime, even if they grow apart, that love will still stand
29. #Gemini is able to smile this morning like they weren't crying last night
30. #Gemini r very fond of traveling, & love 2 make it all at once - the mountains, the sea, & the woods, can hardly choose only 1 destination


okay, i think that's enough for today. 




Jess
(facts are taken from @GeminiSignz, credits belongs to them respectfully)

"Wherever I am, I always find myself looking out the window wishing I was somewhere else." ~Angelina Jolie #FamousGemini