It's Time

This month turns out to be better than last month i suppose, things are starting to get better, starting with the group projects from my college, you can say i start to socialize more and make more friends from it. And staying back at school to do work actually feel very comfortable (although i need to spend more money for eating outside during lunch and dinner --') The stress doesn't feel that bad anymore, don't know whether it is because i started to feel more inspired or it is because of something else. whatever is that 'something else', i won't tell you more until another 3 months. hahaha. to sum it up, i guess i'm doing quite good now.
Anyway, today i  went to watch 'The Perks of being a wallflower'. Going to rate it 4 out of 5. I think i can relate to the story well enough, there are a lot of times when i feel like Charlie, wanting to change things from every new beginning, but finding ourselves in the same old situation, being the awkward freshmen, socially clueless, don't think that we deserve to be with someone we love, and more. The movie also has a lot of quotes that i like, such as 'I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons, and maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there.' , ' welcome to the island of misfit toys', and 'why do i and everyone i love, picked people who treat us like we're nothing? ; because we accept the love that we think we deserve', 'but right now we're alive, and in this moment, i swear we are infinite'.
I think in life, we'll always find friends that can change us to be a better person, like how Charlie found Sam and Patrick, basically since the story's background is about teenage life and sets during his high school period, you can say that i really miss my high school time now. in a lot of ways.
well, i really love the writer's way of writing. Planning to buy the novel soon.

just so you know, it's 6 am in the morning when i type this post, actually planning to do my assignments since 3 am, but i ended up doing nothing but surfing the internet. okay, i think i should start my work now. and oh yea, i'll share one of the soundtrack of 'the perks of being a wallflower'.



til next time,

Jesslyn