Dear someone

"dear someone

there's someone out there who still keep all of the captures of your smile, and look at them in the middle of night when she misses you. there's someone that secretly checking out your updates not because of stalking, but that's the only way to know how you are doing. there's someone that wishes she could be there spending whole day and night, helping you do your work. there's someone that barely breathe when accidentally bumped into each other. there's someone that still remember the first sweet smile from you. there's someone that trying hard to look fine when she heard about the new girl. there's someone that keep thinking about "if only". there's someone that keep repeating the song you played on your car. there's someone who will choose you, than anything else in the world. there's someone that wishes she could take care of you or tell you "get well soon" when you're sick. there's someone who might have been assumed as a horrible bitch for you, just because she tried every possible ways to move on from that sweet little memories. there's someone that will go with you wherever you wanted to go. there's someone that loves her birthday because it's the only day she will get a short text from you. there's someone that could not help herself to erase this little hope that one day she'll be as special again as she used to be.

i hope you know how precious you are to someone. i hope you know how long someone has been waiting, and might will always be waiting.

with love,

someone"


Okay, so just to make it clear, that quote up there is taken from www.superstellacupcakes.blogspot.com
I'm not a friend of her, and all i know about her is that she used to model while she is in Medan, and she is a pretty awesome model to me and she is currently staying in Australia.
I don't know why i love that quote so much that i decided to post it here and i know her story is different from mine, but i do those things in that quote that she wrote. So somehow i feel that the quote can express my feeling too, maybe that's why.
Feeling so up and down lately, and i don't even know why.
Too much things to be thought about, i guess i'll gone mad if i keep thinking about it.


J