things that always made me feel so ambitious

this post is dedicated to every little things and people that always made me feel ambitious to fulfill my dream =) enjoy~

my family

these are all the people that i love the most. the people that i always want to be happy, and the people that i want to make happy. it is for them that i study well and always do the best.
sorry i don't post any pics here =( i was blogging through my bro's pc and there is nothing here beside games and songs =="

my friends

the people who always cheer me up. the people who give me a lot of ideas. the people whom i share laughter and tears with. i feel so blessed to have you guys =)

Deviant Art

i love browsing images here. i don't know why but the creative atmosphere is very strong here! this website gaves me a lot of inspirations and always made me excited to fulfill my dream to be a designer

America's next top modelmy most favorite reality show ever!

why i love this show? because the winner is not judged by "sending text messages" but they are judged by expert people in the area. The contestants are not a famous model, but just some 'next-to-door' girl. So we'll see their transformation from being a next to door girl into a 'fierce' supermodel.
1 more thing, this show also give feedback and useful tips for girls learning to be a model!
some pics =)

this is nicole, winner of cycle 13
her pictures are simply gorgeous
see?this one is mckey (cvcle 11)
also one of my favorite winnerand this is london (cycle 12)
she doesn't win, but i love her hairstyle so much...
actually her pictures are quite good

cute stuffs, cute things, cute blogs

i don't know why i always feel excited and inspired when i saw cute things while i'm browsing or going to a shop (maybe cause i am a girl after-all. lol) there aren't any particular website that i usually open to search cute stuffs. i just click-click-click! :P

i think it's a wrap for this post.
i can't think of anything else already. lol

keep on trying. keep on believing

well, i got my report today..
actually i already can see my score yesterday..
about my score...
i really don't know how i should express my feelings about it
i don't know i should feel grateful or feel disappointed about it

i'm happy that i still made it to the big 10 rank
but i'm disappointed because i can't get into the big 200 rank for my parallel rank
and i fell like i want to cry when i see my english score
it really is the lowest score now
it even beat my last PB score
it's lowerrrrr
maybe it's my fault for not studying well :(((((


and i always dream of being in a plus class you know
but since i'm not in the big 160 rank i guess i should bid that wish goodbye
:'( :'( :'(

so it's much more like this :

wish list :
[ X ] go to the + class
instead of putting a crosscheck mark, i should put a big X there


the good thing is i manage to stay positive and believe in GOD
so no matter how impossible i think it is.....
i believe that nothing is impossible if we believe in GOD........

so i end up like this :

wish list :
go to the + class or go to a better class than my 2nd grade class

peaceeeeeeeee.....
wish me luck guys
and sutomo... be kind to me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee????

still in seventeen mood

5 th June
the second day of being a seventeen girl turns out to be a very exciting and hectic day
so when i arrived at my modelling tuition, my teacher approached me and told me that i will participate in a show @ cambridge
i was freaking excited at that moment!
i do some GR at cambrige in the afternoon
well, i do still have problem with "tampil di depan umum"
my nerve is killing me...
so i can only do nothing but pray and practice more
at nite, me and my besties with kuku and my cousin had my birthday dinner at swiss-cafe
i don't make a big party, but still, this is my party and this is the best party ever ! ♥♥
some pics

♥ me and cia" ♥
♥ pela, man" and me ♥♥ me and the gangs ♥
(-) cia" who went home earlier

" there's no words to express how i feel towards being seventeen "

seventeen seventeen

finally i got time to wrote abt what had happened during the past few days..

♥♥ 4th June ♥♥
my besties gave me a surprise early in the morning
they came to my room, gave me birthday cake and sang me "happy birthday"
i never experienced any birthday surprise before so... i'm indeed speechless
lol..

we ate cakes,played with ethan and jackie (angel's lil puppy), and laughed all around :))

♥ my birthday cake ♥

then we went to Happy Puppy
yes, another karaoke-ing in june :p

♥ jecy's hand, ce and angel ♥

in the evening, me and my family went to Cin Yen restaurant for some lil birthday dinner of mine :)

♥ grandpa ♥

today is indeed the best bday ever! ♥ ♥
♥ huge thanks to dad,mommy,grandpa,kuku and all of my besties ♥

Last day of being an 11th grader

my biology exam turns to be very sour
so let's not talk about that,shall we? =="

so after the test, me and the girls went to inul vista for 3 hours of karaoke-ing and taking snapshots like crazy
we sing, we laugh, we jump around, we have fun!
then we headed to Sun Plaza to grab something to eat :9
due to financial restrictions (ceile,, pke bhs rumit g jls) we decided to just ate at Es teler 77
after that, we decided to went home
such an awesome day i should say


anw, i'm still thinking of some activities that i'd like to do during holidays
some of them are :
- watch all the DVDs that i already bought from a long time ago but due to hectic activities, i still haven't watch it until today
- make an artsy thing from a piece of cardboard into a place to stick all my photos
- read some novels
- cook some recipes
- hang out w/ my old friends

well, a very homey holiday schedule isn't it? :)
but i'm still trying to ask my mom to take me and my brothers to Universal studio,Singapore during this long holiday ;p
i am drooling to go there !

gotta go, so sleepy ald...
i'll try to post abt some awesome movies i had just watched during this few weeks :)



P.S : i saw him today!! on the last day of school before my long holiday. Thanks God for letting me saw him today.

the first day of june

so i was browsing around and i found 1 very special blog made by a very special girl
her name is veren lee and her blog's name is "the little princess" she is just around 13 y.o i guess but she's a very inspiring girl i admit
she has a great fashion sense that suitable for girls around her age (how i wish i can be a girl like that, as you know, i can go to a mall wearing a tee and a hotpants which is a so "common style")
i believe i can be like her, i'm just lack of the prop ( u know, my mom never bought me a too unique-cutting dress as i usually won't wear them ) and lack of confidence too
but as i grow older, i guess i want to find my own style, i want to have that confidence of wearing sth that make u feel unique
so, not that i want to be a copycat, i decided to try to upload my blog with some of my street style
maybe i'll start off with some very common style, but i believe, things like 'fashion sense' can grow stronger if we practice it day by day, isn't it?
i also will try to save my money so that i can at least buy one new piece of sth to fill my wardrobe.
as i'm entering modelling world too, i guess it's pretty important to make me feel more fashionable, isn't it?
and some up-to-date dress would surely help me a lot in the future when i'm planning to join a modelling competition

okay, let's back to studying again
ciao