Hometown

Hi there peeps, finally back in my hometown now. Life has been good so far, spent these few days by relaxing and eating and chilling with my family and friends. In fact, i don't know what to write anymore, because that's all that i've been doing. Hahaha

It's always good to be around your family after staying alone for months, you can see how much they actually love and dote on you. And your bond with your siblings will get stronger somehow, yes, i know it's quite ironic, but i do feel closer to my family after i don't live with them.

well, planned to meet up with my buddies again to catch a movie today and more foods hopefuly, hahaha. Life's good. :P

Jess

News News News

Ah, anyway, i got some good news to write here. I am moving!! I'll be staying here (the place i am currently renting) until about 26th November (since i am going back to medan on 26th), and on January, i'll stay in the new place! And i am going to move my stuffs on 24th Nov (planned to). I'll be moving to Bukit Timah area, and i'll share a room with my classmate, Key. There's also one of my friend who is from Jakarta as well, in the other room. It was quite pricey though, i hope i won't burden my family so much for this. (Really have to work part time here on my free time). So yeah, that's all i want to write. Gotta get back to my assignments!

Jess

Fashion thought

What will it be if i combined jumpsuit and blazer?

(so eggcited to try this look! jumpsuit is so in my shopping list right now!)

Jess

i had enough

I want to move out from this place. I had written about it here, and i told some of my family and friends. I am just tired of everything, I am tired of always being the one who was accused for everything that goes wrong in this house, the trashes, the lights, the washing stuffs; whatever-the-f*ck-it-was-called, i am tired of getting complaint for the way i live, the way i do my assignments, the way i put my stuffs, the way i do everything..

i was like, i had enough... i hate being alone here, i hate the bed, the table, the sofa, even the chair.

there was no mcdonalds nearby, no starbucks, no malls. i had no friend here, i feel f*cking alone here, in fact. i hate my roommate, i hate it. they just can't understand the way i live.

and when i find a place that i think perfect, it was just out of my league, too expensive, yeah. i am afraid that it will just be a burden for my family. i know i should be grateful for everything that i have now, yes, i am grateful that i can further my studies here, but i just want a better place to live. i hate it here. :( and i don't know what to do now. i just feel like crying. in fact, i am crying now.

and i know i have assignments to do, but i just don't feel like doing it anymore. whatever, i am going to sleep.

Jess

First Semester - END

Yesterday was my last day of my first semester in Lasalle, no more classes to attend, which means the 'no contact week' had arrived, well, time flies so fast, i can still remember clearly how i felt on my first day, and now, my first semester is over. My assessment date will be on 23rd of November, so i still have about 12 days to touch up my sketchbooks, much work indeed. But, all of this will worth it in the future. it will.

Anyway, tomorrow, i'll go to my friend's place and have a look and discussion with her landlady about renting a room there, so excited! Hope it will turn out great! That is one of my 11/11/11 wish though. Can't wait to move and start a different lifestyle there! A better one for sure!

Can't wait for 26th November! 15 days to go!

xoxo

Jess

Oh, by the way, i also just ordered a Gateau Opera cake with Macaroon and pistachio garnish from La Maison Patisserie for my grandfather's birthday that will fall on this upcoming 27th November. Hope it tastes great!

I am so poor, i can't even pay attention

Like what i had type numerous times here, i have a mountain of homework to do. But sadly, i couldn't find the mood to do it. All i had done the past few hours are, checking my facebook and twitter, blogging, watch youtube videos, open mivo.tv, checking my email, and other unimportant stuffs. Can someone tell me what should i do to gain my mood? :(

hopeless here.

maybe i am just tired, or even bored. argh....

i wish i had more money to buy books.

such a nerd.

but well, can't help it, i love reading books and the smell of books. I love filling my brain with the words and let my imagination plays the scene in my head. I used to think that if i don't choose Design as my major, i'd pick Literature, why? because i am a book freak! Haha. Back to topic, i wish i had some money left to buy a fiction book at the end of the month. Been missing reading a good book after getting drown in world of art and design these few months.

Jess

Did a little changes here and there, trying to make my layout look as how i want, but still, it feels weird. Wishing to learn web design somehow.

don't have any idea about what to write. Life has been pretty flat these days, i just pass my day by doing endless assignments and checking twitter, facebook and my mails. I feel really amazed all of a sudden, by how fast 4 months had passed, and what i had done in these 4 months ( i'll post pics of what i had done in college later after i had done my assessment ) i never imagined that i could do all of those works. Lasalle made me learn a LOT for sure.

well, out of words to say, wish everyone a great week ahead. will write again soon :)

Jess ♥

when you wish that all of those assignments could disappear

bored with assignments, so i camwhore

Hate the quality of my pocket camera, planning to save some money to buy a DSLR.

Well, i do get a contract with Elite, at least they said so, they haven't contact me back yet, due to their schedule with the 12th finalists, they said that they'll contact me as soon as they finish with all of the final thingy. hopefully, soon. cause i need job! i need money! haha. sound so materialistic.

anw, at least i signed myself to be a gallery sitter at my college's gallery, it is a job that i called as 'you sit down and get money'. haha. i'll be sitting for 'Joseph McNally gallery on 18th Nov. Thank God i got that job, because it helps me a lot. A LOT. i am quite short of cash now, due to my stupid photography portfolio that cost me 50 dollars, so that job, is like an oasis in the desert. hahaha

waiting for 26th november

Jess

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