All We'd Ever Need

one more thing, i am so in love with Lady Antebellum's All We've Ever Need, and i's like to share it here too, enjoy! :)

" Boy it's been all this time

And I can't get you off my mind

And nobody knows it but me

I stare at your photograph

Still sleep in the shirt you left

And nobody knows it but me

Everyday I wipe my tears away

So many nights I've prayed for you to say

[Chorus]

I should've been chasing you

I should've been trying to prove

That you were all that mattered to me

I should've said all the things that I kept inside of me

And maybe I could've made you believe

That what we had was all we'd ever need

My friends think I'm moving on

But the truth is I'm not that strong

And nobody knows it but me

And I've kept all the words you said

In a box underneath my bed

And nobody knows it but me

But if you're happy I'll get through somehow

But the truth is that I've been screaming out

[Repeat Chorus]

I should've been chasing you

You should've been trying to prove

That you were all that mattered to me

Oh you should've said all the things

That I kept inside of me

And maybe you could've made me believe

That what we had girl

Oh that what we had, what we had

It was all we'd ever need

It was all we'd ever need "

the lyrics are just so me...

thoughts

hello bloggie! i am back!

NE is coming in err... 11 days and i am not prepared at all :/ okay, i know, i must have gone mad.

Lasalle interview is in about 2 weeks time and i am not prepared as well, still can't decide which artwork to be presented and i just can practice my english with myself, yes, literally, i am trying to think/talk to myself using english. like now.

okay, stop bullshitting about exam here.

i can't believe that school will be over pretty damn soon, and there won't be anything so called "woke up early/late to school" , "running to my school gate cause my school bell had rang" , "sleeping in class when teacher is explaining" , "chit chatting with friends when teacher is explaining" , "running on school's corridor (yes, i still do it sometimes)" , "playing truant" , "escape to my friends class during lesson" , and so much more. Well, there is one more thing that i am going to miss a lot though, which is "YOU" yeah, i can't see you anymore! :( it's sad. so sad. not even your voice, not even your smile :(

and, how the hell i can pass my days without school activity? i've been doing that my whole life, and now i am forced to end it. yes, i know i hate going to school, but, i love it too. i guess i had this love-hate relationship with school. lol

well, i have no idea anymore, will continue next time

bye!

Lots of Love,

Jesslyn Felicia :*

Dearest April

Somehow i am afraid that the time is moving way too fast, today is the 2nd April already and i was like, really?? School will be over in about 3 weeks time, and all of those uni stuffs will come in return, i am excited but afraid too, it's like 2 different feelings are being mixed inside of me. :(
my biggest issue now is about mommy that suddenly feels kinda unsure about letting me learn interior design in uni these days and this issue has successfully stressed me out. :/ hope that mom will change her mind #fingerscrossed
I am already filling my head with my dreams of studying interior design, doing that as my job in the future and also live in singapore since years ago when i was in JHS. I really don't know which way i should go if i have to let go of that dream, and do something else instead. i can't even imagine of that. Mommy is afraid that life will be tough for me if i take design as my workfield in the future, well, mommy thinks that accounting/business is still a better option, but i don't have any interest at all on those fields, and yes, i know that dad still has to pay my brothers' school fee. that's why mommy only let's me go to singapore if i can got the Tuition Grant, or i'll be sent to jakarta. :/
but, don't expect me to give up my dream, i will still fight til the end, til all of my dream comes true. i am willing to suffer there because i know i will have a great future that way.
though sometimes i envy some of my friends that come from a good financial family that fully support them to continue their study overseas. :( #sigh

so i will stay positive, dream high, and reach all of my dreams :)
i'll stop here and continue next time, bye!