Opportunities

Hey ya bloggie!
It's been a really no connection month for me because my modem is not in a good condition and i also had just repaired my handphone (that's why i can post now)

So, quick review of this month...
I feel that this month had showered me with lots of opportunities for my future...
I went to NAFA seminar and gained a lot of great information...
And lately i found out that Lasalle will hold a seminar this Sunday!
Oh sunday,i can't wait for ya!

I've been thinking about modelling world these days since fan approached me to join kath to a modelling agency...
I know that i'm pretty tall and modelling world seems pretty fun..but i'm still not confident enough...
I don't feel that i'm the kind of girl that boys will think attractive..
Argh..
Can i?


Anyway,
I must admit that i still can't over him yet...
I still think of him, want to see him, want to hear his voice, and my heart still beats as fast as a rocket whenever i met him accidentally...
Can i keep on loving u?
I'll be okay though if u don't remember me anymore, if u fall in love with someone, if and if...
I promise that i'll be strong...


You probably don't know how i feel..
Your days probably will not include me..
Not even your memories..
It's only me, the one watching you..who is silently crying..


-jun0-