How time flies, the last time i post anything here is when it is still December and suddenly, Bam! it's February already. End of February to be exact. Insane.
A part of me is feeling very bad for abandoning this blog, but you know how I hate to write about my problems, because when it's already over, I don't want to see any traces of it. If it's over, then it's over. Done. And I start to hate the fact that whenever i post anything, it would eventually end up with me writing about how lonely i feel because i have no romantic partner whatsoever. So, that's my reason for not updating. But well, I've been writing here for quite some time, so I kinda miss doing it some times, although i couldn't find the time to. So I guess today is finally the time to write a bit.
January was actually really good, I don't know what part of me is working but I love and miss it. I was so motivated to do my work, well yes, i still feel stressed at some time, but it didn't affect me much. And now i just realized that probably the fact that I am going back Medan during February for CNY is what motivated me. So now, when I am already back, and have nothing that I am looking forward to, guess what I've been now? The procrastinator again. I need to finish this stupid assignments but I just couldn't find the will to. Does this mean I need to find something to look forward to again? Let's see, the earliest that i can go back to Indo is probably around June, now it's still February, so roughly it would be in around 3 months time. 90 days. Not bad huh? Time to start crossing my calendar then.
I'll write again soon.


Jess