A little tune to brighten up your day

Lyrics


I don't know anymore
I don't know what I've been fighting for
But something inside me won't go quietly

And I could be anywhere
'Cause we're all breathing the same air
It goes inside and makes me feels alive
And all I can say is, all I can say

I am here and I will be
Following my own way
Forever and a day
I am here and I'm here to stay

Oh, we are here and we will be
Following our own way
No matter what you say
We are here and we're here to stay
We are here to stay

No matter where you roam
Anywhere you lay your heart's your home
Stand your ground if they push you down
Because all you can say is, all you can say

We are here and we will be
Following our own way
No matter what you say
We are here and we're here to stay

We are real and we feel it
When you deny us
Or when you get tired of us
We are here and we're here to stay
We are here to stay

I never knew when enough was enough
Or whether to stay when the going was tough
But I won't let a little heart be afraid
And all I can say is, all I can say

I am here and I will be
Following my own way
Forever and a day
I am here and I'm here to stay

Oh, we are here and we will be
Following our own way
No matter what you say

We are here and we're here to stay

We are here to stay


Lyrics credited to : AZLyrics.com
No copyright infringement intended.


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I am always a fan of Lenka, her unique vocal and meaningful song lyrics is the reasons why. This song just captured my attention because to be honest I am currently feeling lost about everything in my life. I don't know where this path that i took will lead me to, for sure i want to be lead to a good place, but i am feeling anxious and restless. I find it quite hard for me to sleep these few days as whenever i turned off the lights in my room and laid my head on my pillow, my mind starts to wander everywhere, contemplating about my life from every aspects of it. I got nothing except feeling more restless about everything, and at some point maybe it made me tired enough to end up falling asleep. And tonight, i find myself feeling afraid of turning off the lights, because i don't want to let my mind wandered to those thoughts again. I want to sleep, but i also don't feel like it. 


"I am here and i will be following my own way, forever and a day"





Lyrics


Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

Woke my weary head
Crawled out of my bed
And I said, "Oh, how do I go on?"
Nothing's going right, shadow's took the light
And I said, "Oh, how do I go on?"

Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay
(Everything's ok)

I gave my hope to you
When you were nearly through
And you said, "Oh, I can't go on"
Well, now I need it back
'Cause I have got a lack of all that's good
And I can't go on

Yeah, sometimes I just need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

(Everything's okay, everything's okay)
Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

Lyrics credited to : AZLyrics.com
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Or maybe i just need someone to tell me that everything's okay. 


Jess

Yes, i do realize it's 2 am in the morning. so why am i still not yet sleeping? i guess my body has gotten used to my bad sleeping habits back in sg, so it's quite hard for me to sleep early nowadays. well, except when i am feeling very tired. I do realize as well that i had not updated my blog for what seems to be like a very long period already, been always wanting to write something, yet when i logged in, i honestly dont have any idea about what to type.
It's been weeks since i came to spend my holiday in Medan, yet i haven't had the chance to meet my friends (except my two dearest buddy S and J) the rest, well i don't know, too busy i guess? I had a hard time meeting S and J too to be honest, since they got works and college to attend. Not to mention the fact that i still have a long list of food that i want to eat before i went back to dearest lion city. Ah, how i wish i could drive, so i can go to anyplace at anytime when i feel like eating something. This is probably the reason why sometime i couldn't help but think that sg is better, transportation-wise.
Well, at least i went to Brastagi last Sunday. To spend some quality times with my family, had some fun in Mikie Holiday. Pics? maybe i'll upload some here in the next few days. maybe, i warn you. kkk... Mom advised me not to come back this Dec, and just stay in sg to find some intership or work to do. So honestly, i don't know when i can be back in my dearest hometown again. I decided to use this 2 weeks wisely, take bunches of pictures, eat loads of food, meet up with my friends, and spend quality time with my family. Not to forget, to pay another visit to Ethan (my dearest puppy whom is now living with another family :'( )
Will update again later, my eyes starts to feel heavy already. *yawn*


Jess