okay. i am sorry.

i know i should not do that. i know that i had promised not to do so. i am sorry. please forgive me for this time...

bagaimana aku bisa terus berpura pura kuat kalau aku sudah amat rapuh?

tolong.aku uda mau mati.....yah.. atau stdkny aku uda mau gila.. too much probs.. i don't even know how to write it out. aku merasa gagal bgt jd org. aku krjanya cuma ngecewain aku sendiri and org2 d sekitar aku. smua rencana yg aku susun gak ad yg beres. dunia seperti menjauh dariku. n gak ada yg peduli. gak ad yg mau tau.gak ada yg bx bt aku tersenyum. aku uda g tahan lg. aku uda trlalu lemah utk menyemangati diriku sendiri. if i can't stand it any longer,is it wrong if i choose to just run away?