Monday, April 30, 2012
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Friday, April 27, 2012
Browsing my facebook and seeing those model friends of mine whom i knew through Elite Model Look, all having great photoshoots, contest, and such while i can just sit here and being so sad about why i don't get the same chance. How do they get contacted by those photographers/brand? how do they know about those contests? by the time i found out about it, mostly all of them are closed already. ironic.
Browsing my twitter and seeing all those tweets about Super Junior's Super Show in Indonesia. Truthfully, i really want to go, if i had the chance and the money to. Yes, i watched SS4 in Singapore already, but, how can you say no to Super Junior? And seconds ago i found out that they are going to held Meet and Greet 2 hours before the show. WTF. I can tolerate that they are going to held SS4 3 days. But not this! Why they don't held Meet and Greet in Singapore?? why?? i really hope that news is just a hoax. Please...?
Hearty Hearty, why so weary?
Jess
Monday, April 23, 2012
random ramble
well, the urge to blog always came at the most inappropriate time, in my case, it mostly always come when i am supposed to do my super important assignment, and yes, i was in the midst of preparing my presentation slides when suddenly i feel so bored and had this huge urge to type something.
i finally booked my flight yesterday, i'll go to Jakarta on 12th may and still have no plan on when to go to Medan. Made a lot of holiday activities plan with my friend from college and my high school friend, even planning to go to a 3 days trip to Bandung, so this holiday seems like going to be fun :D the problem is i am still quite confused on when should i fly back to medan.. Vera, one of my besties who is now pursuing her study in GZ, china is flying to Jakarta around the mid or end of June, and i'd love to hang out with the girls but wouldn't i be in Jakarta for too long then? from mid of may 'til end of June or even early July? I still have a list of things to do in Medan too, and this makes thing even more complicated -_- better contemplate about it again later after i finish my presentation though.
and somehow, the topic about 'love' always being brought up in either my 'secret' group or among my college buddies. -_- why God? why? Like i am unaware of this fact.. okay, close this topic.
So i went to Spize yesterday with K and Sasha for dinner, the food was great, though service is quite slow. I think it is one of the restaurant in Singapore with foods that match Indonesian's tongue the most. Due to the fact that there are quite a lot of Indonesian there. Pics are still in my camera, will make sure to edit this post later.
And today after attending Sunday service at Marina Bay Sands, me and K went to Paragon for some grocery shopping and Ngee Ann's Kinokuniya for some book shopping, and i finally had bought The Hunger Games, but too bad i can't start reading it yet, have to focus with my presentation! i have to present really well!! have to!
so this means, i am signing out.
Jess
i finally booked my flight yesterday, i'll go to Jakarta on 12th may and still have no plan on when to go to Medan. Made a lot of holiday activities plan with my friend from college and my high school friend, even planning to go to a 3 days trip to Bandung, so this holiday seems like going to be fun :D the problem is i am still quite confused on when should i fly back to medan.. Vera, one of my besties who is now pursuing her study in GZ, china is flying to Jakarta around the mid or end of June, and i'd love to hang out with the girls but wouldn't i be in Jakarta for too long then? from mid of may 'til end of June or even early July? I still have a list of things to do in Medan too, and this makes thing even more complicated -_- better contemplate about it again later after i finish my presentation though.
and somehow, the topic about 'love' always being brought up in either my 'secret' group or among my college buddies. -_- why God? why? Like i am unaware of this fact.. okay, close this topic.
So i went to Spize yesterday with K and Sasha for dinner, the food was great, though service is quite slow. I think it is one of the restaurant in Singapore with foods that match Indonesian's tongue the most. Due to the fact that there are quite a lot of Indonesian there. Pics are still in my camera, will make sure to edit this post later.
And today after attending Sunday service at Marina Bay Sands, me and K went to Paragon for some grocery shopping and Ngee Ann's Kinokuniya for some book shopping, and i finally had bought The Hunger Games, but too bad i can't start reading it yet, have to focus with my presentation! i have to present really well!! have to!
so this means, i am signing out.
Jess
Thursday, April 19, 2012
CALM
i really hate to write negative stuffs in my blog, but seriously, i feel so stressed right nowww... nothing is going right, i missed my last class in Term 4, modelling isn't any good either, no news from Elite again and i just still can't accept the fact that i can't join today's fashion show although i had the chance to. WGM is still not showing new episode and the strike is still going on, i began to lost my interest in both of them since i began to watch other couple's episodes and start comparing them, Teukso is still great, but it's just too bad that they had too little episodes. i am so confused on which date to book my ticket for my flight back to indonesia, and also which city to go to, Medan or Jakarta. at least my final project is doing fine, it's on a good track. but still, everything else is not doing good and i hate it.
I discovered that even things that i passionate about can hurt me so dearly, is there anything that won't hurt me?
stay calm Jess, stay calm.. and
Yes, i believe that i can go through this. i'll laugh at this in the end
Jess
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