Here it goes

Less than 2 weeks before departing back to singapore. Truthfully, no matter how long is the holiday, i think it will never be enough for me. There'll be always more things that i need to do and i will always think that i don't have enough time. I love being back in my hometown, though there are some moments when i feel like, maybe living in other country, is a good decision. However, i always want to stay here as long as i can.

A new year will also come soon, last year, i wrote some hopes and wishes for 2011 in a piece of paper, and put it in my drawer, i look at it yesterday, and realized that my number one wish, which is to study in Lasalle had came true. I try to recall how i feel last year, when getting accepted in Lasalle means so much to me, and i knew i will always remember how it felt, maybe, that's why no matter how stressful the classes is, i knew i will never give up and always enjoy it. During my holidays, i gave some thought again, on how i want my future to be, and realised that no matter how i used to adore singapore, i also want to expand my wings to further places, i want to go and live in different countries and see how different things are there, so i made up my mind and decide to continue my bachelor degree later in Australia. Why Australia? Well, i am still thinking of other countries as well, but for the moment, Aussie seems like the most perfect country for me, it was not that far from home, and singapore had the same politics regulation as Aussie, so moving there won't be that hard, and it was a really different culture there, since there are more caucasian there, so i get to see how the differences are. However, London or USA also sounds good, isn't it? hahaha

Gonna end up this post, anyway I wish all of you a Happy New Year :)

Jess

Dear God, please tell me that i had done the right thing.

*fingerscrossed*

Jess

Hometown

Hi there peeps, finally back in my hometown now. Life has been good so far, spent these few days by relaxing and eating and chilling with my family and friends. In fact, i don't know what to write anymore, because that's all that i've been doing. Hahaha

It's always good to be around your family after staying alone for months, you can see how much they actually love and dote on you. And your bond with your siblings will get stronger somehow, yes, i know it's quite ironic, but i do feel closer to my family after i don't live with them.

well, planned to meet up with my buddies again to catch a movie today and more foods hopefuly, hahaha. Life's good. :P

Jess

News News News

Ah, anyway, i got some good news to write here. I am moving!! I'll be staying here (the place i am currently renting) until about 26th November (since i am going back to medan on 26th), and on January, i'll stay in the new place! And i am going to move my stuffs on 24th Nov (planned to). I'll be moving to Bukit Timah area, and i'll share a room with my classmate, Key. There's also one of my friend who is from Jakarta as well, in the other room. It was quite pricey though, i hope i won't burden my family so much for this. (Really have to work part time here on my free time). So yeah, that's all i want to write. Gotta get back to my assignments!

Jess

Fashion thought

What will it be if i combined jumpsuit and blazer?

(so eggcited to try this look! jumpsuit is so in my shopping list right now!)

Jess

i had enough

I want to move out from this place. I had written about it here, and i told some of my family and friends. I am just tired of everything, I am tired of always being the one who was accused for everything that goes wrong in this house, the trashes, the lights, the washing stuffs; whatever-the-f*ck-it-was-called, i am tired of getting complaint for the way i live, the way i do my assignments, the way i put my stuffs, the way i do everything..

i was like, i had enough... i hate being alone here, i hate the bed, the table, the sofa, even the chair.

there was no mcdonalds nearby, no starbucks, no malls. i had no friend here, i feel f*cking alone here, in fact. i hate my roommate, i hate it. they just can't understand the way i live.

and when i find a place that i think perfect, it was just out of my league, too expensive, yeah. i am afraid that it will just be a burden for my family. i know i should be grateful for everything that i have now, yes, i am grateful that i can further my studies here, but i just want a better place to live. i hate it here. :( and i don't know what to do now. i just feel like crying. in fact, i am crying now.

and i know i have assignments to do, but i just don't feel like doing it anymore. whatever, i am going to sleep.

Jess

First Semester - END

Yesterday was my last day of my first semester in Lasalle, no more classes to attend, which means the 'no contact week' had arrived, well, time flies so fast, i can still remember clearly how i felt on my first day, and now, my first semester is over. My assessment date will be on 23rd of November, so i still have about 12 days to touch up my sketchbooks, much work indeed. But, all of this will worth it in the future. it will.

Anyway, tomorrow, i'll go to my friend's place and have a look and discussion with her landlady about renting a room there, so excited! Hope it will turn out great! That is one of my 11/11/11 wish though. Can't wait to move and start a different lifestyle there! A better one for sure!

Can't wait for 26th November! 15 days to go!

xoxo

Jess

Oh, by the way, i also just ordered a Gateau Opera cake with Macaroon and pistachio garnish from La Maison Patisserie for my grandfather's birthday that will fall on this upcoming 27th November. Hope it tastes great!