help meeeee! my brain is abducted by holiday plan!

Help me! My brain can't stop thinking about my may'11 holiday. T_T
I keep thinking about it though I know I have more things to be thought about now, like my college entrance test for example.
Oh God, what should I doooo? :(((((

(Throw them away first, J. U still can think about it later! Think about ur college entrance test first! You need the tuition grand!! Please100x J)

sunday :)

Morning bloggie! Typing this post while I'm lying on my bed with my BaBy blue :*
Anyway, please ignore my few last post, that's the time when I'm feeling so bad about myself. I couldn't say that the problem had been solved, it's just abt 75%, because I'm still trying to be a better person.

Well, my friends and I are planning to go on a vacation on may 2011, it's more like a farewell holiday I guess, since it'd be the last time we could hang out before we go to college. We already decided to go to KL and Genting Highlands, but still couldn't decide where to go for the third destination. I myself highly rercommended singapore, why? Because singapore is so much fun, convenient, and clean. It's quite pricey I believe, but we could be more 'hemat' , right?
I even plan a few places that we should go if we go to singapore! Yes, this few days, I've been browsing in travelling websites like crazy! It was fun though, it even made me think that maybe I should take tour and travel as my third option for the course for college, lol. Afterall, I really hope I could go there, but I'm quite fine with other option too...
I'll post my list of 'places to go' as soon as I can find a computer to blog. Lol

Bye... :*



-stay optimistic!-

......
I'm totally speechless.



Am I such a bad person?
Why I still don't know how to prioritize which one is more important for my life?



Can anyone just kill me?

Maybe I really have a pollyanna disease

I wanna get out of this place as soon as possible. Because I'd rather life alone than being forced to be someone I'm not.


Okay, I snap out. I messed up, I done a lot of wrong things, I dunno how to differ what's more important in my life.
The point is, argh, I'm just messed up.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME???

tell me dear

If I tell a lie, they'll get mad at me, if I tell the truth they will also get mad at me. Tell me what should I do? Tell me how to be a better human.

I could really use an 'F' word right now