I wanna get out of this place as soon as possible. Because I'd rather life alone than being forced to be someone I'm not.


Okay, I snap out. I messed up, I done a lot of wrong things, I dunno how to differ what's more important in my life.
The point is, argh, I'm just messed up.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME???

tell me dear

If I tell a lie, they'll get mad at me, if I tell the truth they will also get mad at me. Tell me what should I do? Tell me how to be a better human.

I could really use an 'F' word right now

Happy birthday

another 24, which means another birthday this month.
happy birthday to one of my besties Ernawati a.k.a Cia2.
i couldn't believe that we've been friends for 6 years ald.
thank you for always listening to all my thoughts and giving me your fab point of view.
and forgive me because i haven't been a good friend, i've done or said a few things that probably hurts you.
but after all, i wish you all the best, may smile and happiness always follow you where ever you go.


XOXO,

J

scribbling some little things

today is the first day of my second monthly exam, and i realized will also be the last time i experience what so called 'second monthly exam' as next year i will ald graduated from high school..

well, today runs smoothly i can say, though i can only do 60% of my math exam. but who cares, it's my last year! i'm supposed to relax a lil' bit abt school life and focus more for my college exam, right?

anyway, have i told you that i now, work as a playgroup teacher's assistant? i guess not. but, yes, i do work now. today is just my second day, but i can tell you that all of the children are super cute! i hope i can take their pict and post it here to show it to you ;p. my job is quite simpl e actually, i just have to make sure the kids pay attention to the teacher, drink their water, and help them with some lil things.. so it's pretty fun actually :)

okay then, got to go now. c ya.. ;)

-dream as high as u can.sky is the limit. u'll never know how full of surprises ur life can be-

Quick post

It's 12 o'clock already, which means i should already go to sleep, but then i decided to post something, since i've been abandoning my blog for so long. :(

Synergy called me today and told me that we can start to apply to Lasalle already. So all i need to do is ask mommy for the last confirmation, pay the administration fee, and collect all the files that is needed. Oh yes, and prepare my portfolio.

i only got about 3 months left, and i haven't start even a scratch, please just kill me X(

i already have the idea, and all i need to do is make it into a real piece of artwork. so i hope i can finish it in time, or else.

Anyway, angel told me that her mom has agreed to let her enroll in Lasalle too! Superb!

as for my second option, i'll choose Nafa, but i decided to apply online. as it saves me a lot of money than applying it from medan.

Well, wish me luck guys!

:*

-You make your own happiness-

Sorry dear bloggieeeee

my blog looks as dead as a deserted island in planet XXZ

oh God,,,

so sorry '~'

i'll try to post sth in this few days...

c y guys next time.. ;)

stay tune