still in seventeen mood

5 th June
the second day of being a seventeen girl turns out to be a very exciting and hectic day
so when i arrived at my modelling tuition, my teacher approached me and told me that i will participate in a show @ cambridge
i was freaking excited at that moment!
i do some GR at cambrige in the afternoon
well, i do still have problem with "tampil di depan umum"
my nerve is killing me...
so i can only do nothing but pray and practice more
at nite, me and my besties with kuku and my cousin had my birthday dinner at swiss-cafe
i don't make a big party, but still, this is my party and this is the best party ever ! ♥♥
some pics

♥ me and cia" ♥
♥ pela, man" and me ♥♥ me and the gangs ♥
(-) cia" who went home earlier

" there's no words to express how i feel towards being seventeen "

seventeen seventeen

finally i got time to wrote abt what had happened during the past few days..

♥♥ 4th June ♥♥
my besties gave me a surprise early in the morning
they came to my room, gave me birthday cake and sang me "happy birthday"
i never experienced any birthday surprise before so... i'm indeed speechless
lol..

we ate cakes,played with ethan and jackie (angel's lil puppy), and laughed all around :))

♥ my birthday cake ♥

then we went to Happy Puppy
yes, another karaoke-ing in june :p

♥ jecy's hand, ce and angel ♥

in the evening, me and my family went to Cin Yen restaurant for some lil birthday dinner of mine :)

♥ grandpa ♥

today is indeed the best bday ever! ♥ ♥
♥ huge thanks to dad,mommy,grandpa,kuku and all of my besties ♥

Last day of being an 11th grader

my biology exam turns to be very sour
so let's not talk about that,shall we? =="

so after the test, me and the girls went to inul vista for 3 hours of karaoke-ing and taking snapshots like crazy
we sing, we laugh, we jump around, we have fun!
then we headed to Sun Plaza to grab something to eat :9
due to financial restrictions (ceile,, pke bhs rumit g jls) we decided to just ate at Es teler 77
after that, we decided to went home
such an awesome day i should say


anw, i'm still thinking of some activities that i'd like to do during holidays
some of them are :
- watch all the DVDs that i already bought from a long time ago but due to hectic activities, i still haven't watch it until today
- make an artsy thing from a piece of cardboard into a place to stick all my photos
- read some novels
- cook some recipes
- hang out w/ my old friends

well, a very homey holiday schedule isn't it? :)
but i'm still trying to ask my mom to take me and my brothers to Universal studio,Singapore during this long holiday ;p
i am drooling to go there !

gotta go, so sleepy ald...
i'll try to post abt some awesome movies i had just watched during this few weeks :)



P.S : i saw him today!! on the last day of school before my long holiday. Thanks God for letting me saw him today.

the first day of june

so i was browsing around and i found 1 very special blog made by a very special girl
her name is veren lee and her blog's name is "the little princess" she is just around 13 y.o i guess but she's a very inspiring girl i admit
she has a great fashion sense that suitable for girls around her age (how i wish i can be a girl like that, as you know, i can go to a mall wearing a tee and a hotpants which is a so "common style")
i believe i can be like her, i'm just lack of the prop ( u know, my mom never bought me a too unique-cutting dress as i usually won't wear them ) and lack of confidence too
but as i grow older, i guess i want to find my own style, i want to have that confidence of wearing sth that make u feel unique
so, not that i want to be a copycat, i decided to try to upload my blog with some of my street style
maybe i'll start off with some very common style, but i believe, things like 'fashion sense' can grow stronger if we practice it day by day, isn't it?
i also will try to save my money so that i can at least buy one new piece of sth to fill my wardrobe.
as i'm entering modelling world too, i guess it's pretty important to make me feel more fashionable, isn't it?
and some up-to-date dress would surely help me a lot in the future when i'm planning to join a modelling competition

okay, let's back to studying again
ciao

Going Insane

I don't know what the hell is going on with me
I always said to myself that i had to over him, i always said that my dreams abt him won't come true
but why everytime i saw him, my hope grows 10 times bigger?
maybe it's because i'm the kind of person who won't give up easily
and maybe at the same time, i'm also the kind of person who like to lie to myself
maybe i wrote things in my blog like " i give up, i'm over him, bla3X " is only to assure me that what i lied to myself is true
okay, i dunno how i feel for him now
i don't feel any heartbeat when i saw him and he flashed me a smile today
but, though i don't feel any heartbeat, why instead, i feel that i want more?

" he's my own brand of heroine "

well, maybe he is..
i'm not lying if i still use him to encourage myself to study and to be a braver girl
(yes, though it's very embarrassing for me to admit this, it's true)
so... can anyone tell me, what kind of feeling is this?


" To me, you used to be someone i love. But now? Even myself don't know the answer "

Feel like blogging

i'm having my holiday currently
i planned to do a lot of things actually
but one day has passed and i still feel that i haven't done anything

okay..
i'll share some great news..
i had bought a laptop!!!!
yippie!!!!
like, finally..
i named it 'Toshii'...

and guess what..
i also bought a pair of high heels!
no name
as i usually don't give name to non-electronic things (except my bolster)
it's 12 cm high heels,, can u imagine that??
it's very beautiful, and hard to walk with too =="
so i'm currently practicing to walk with it, and practicing to pose too (my body is as stiff as a wooden block, believe me)

**huge thanks to daddy and mommy!**


so night worlds...
may God bless us in what ever we do..

1st day of modelling tuition

12.15 as nervous as hell. i keep thinking that in approximately 5 more minutes i'll be in my modelling tuition. keep thinking " oh God, what should i do there? "
12.20 arrive
12.21 pay some administration fee
12.25 another girl arrives
12.32 another girl arrives
12.35 a man come in and it turns out that he's my catwalk tutor, and ask the three of us to go to the 4th floor ( as there is where my class is located )
12.40 as tired as hell, 4th floor... oh my God
12.42 class is started so i learn the "pose 1" of "catwalking" today.
the keypoint for pose 1 is : walk, pose, spin, pose, spin, pose, spin, walk, spin
so many spinning 'til i get so dizzy @.@
but in the end it was quite fun in fact i can't wait for next week!
I'm sure is going to practice a lot at home and buy a "killer" high heels soon, so i can improve my skill