Feel like blogging

i'm having my holiday currently
i planned to do a lot of things actually
but one day has passed and i still feel that i haven't done anything

okay..
i'll share some great news..
i had bought a laptop!!!!
yippie!!!!
like, finally..
i named it 'Toshii'...

and guess what..
i also bought a pair of high heels!
no name
as i usually don't give name to non-electronic things (except my bolster)
it's 12 cm high heels,, can u imagine that??
it's very beautiful, and hard to walk with too =="
so i'm currently practicing to walk with it, and practicing to pose too (my body is as stiff as a wooden block, believe me)

**huge thanks to daddy and mommy!**


so night worlds...
may God bless us in what ever we do..

1st day of modelling tuition

12.15 as nervous as hell. i keep thinking that in approximately 5 more minutes i'll be in my modelling tuition. keep thinking " oh God, what should i do there? "
12.20 arrive
12.21 pay some administration fee
12.25 another girl arrives
12.32 another girl arrives
12.35 a man come in and it turns out that he's my catwalk tutor, and ask the three of us to go to the 4th floor ( as there is where my class is located )
12.40 as tired as hell, 4th floor... oh my God
12.42 class is started so i learn the "pose 1" of "catwalking" today.
the keypoint for pose 1 is : walk, pose, spin, pose, spin, pose, spin, walk, spin
so many spinning 'til i get so dizzy @.@
but in the end it was quite fun in fact i can't wait for next week!
I'm sure is going to practice a lot at home and buy a "killer" high heels soon, so i can improve my skill

tatatabubulalasisi

okay... i know it's not a hot news anymore...
but i don't have any ideas left for my post...
so here it is....

well, there's nothing that i can be proud of from my score anw.. --"
it's just a "so-so" score for me...
my target is actually to reach around 70-75 for my average score, i only got 69.. :(
one more point! ugh...

the only subject that doesn't make my eyes sore when i see my score is only my Civics...
it's ninety-something... ffuufuu
okay... maybe i also should feel quite impressed with my English score, as there are only a few people in my class who got a "pass mark" on this subject..
i got 80 anw.. (but it's still one of the lowest eng score i ever got.. duh.. )
but,, i have to feel grateful to everything that happens in my life,right?
so... i think i'll say "Congrats" to myself...

anw...
this thought came to me suddenly when i felt depressed about my score for a few gazillion sec..

" Ke sekolah pagi - pagi.. Pulang sore - sore... Langsung ke les ampe malem...
waktu ujian belajar mati - matian... tapi nilai gag bagus juga... merah juga.. remed jg... salah siapa ini? murid? atau guru? tidak bolehkah kami mendapatkan nilai dan masa dpn yg cerah?? "
okay, it's quite awkward isn't it?
i didn't translate it into eng, as i think it'd sound more awkward.. haha

~ i wish, i hope, i pray that tomorrow will be a better day~

help...?

aigo...
dont know why but...
why my blog's template become so... weird suddenly??
it's like,, everything move here and there by itself!
duh...
can anyone tell me what's going on here?

Love doesn't travel alone

so as what i mentioned in my last post..
i had just watched the movie " Hi, my sweetheart "
and it makes me think about my love life...

well, i noticed that i NEVER had a boyfriend yet.. ( i'm going to be 17 soon! and i still haven't got any bf :'( )
pity me, eh...
okay, i know... boyfriend is not everything...
but... i never feel the experience of being loved by a boy....
and i secretly wish i can exp one before i go to uni...

*i don't believe i'm going to write this out*
but...
i decided to stop loving HIM
that 'someone' that i often write abt...
well... i think i prefer to be loved now...
i believe that if someone love us, it won't be that hard for us to love that person too...
as long as he cares and loves me sincerely...
what's so wrong abt giving them a chance?
rite?

-the problem is, there's still no boy that love and care abt me- (haha, pity me)


i used to prefer to fight for my love, that i should be with someone i love...
but.. this feeling hurts me so much you know...
i search for him, but he never showed up
i open his profile like everyday, i think of him every second, but... he is just like... still like that...
so it makes me hurt more and more...

okay, okay, i still love him...
but.. i don't hope for him anymore...
i give up, boy
i give up...

Hi my sweetheart~~~

HI MY SWEETHEART!!!~~

OMG... love this drama so much.... <3>
the storyline is very good...
have humour, romance, and sad parts too.... :((
too bad it's only 14 episodes...
i want more!!!
omGGGG!!
love this drama so much....

and SHow Luo also.. XP XD

so cool~~~ ~^^~
so handsome~~ ~^^~

guess i'm going to pass out soon bcos of his charm...
>u<>

The drips of rain

enjoying my 'a few last minutes' before i have to leave to tuition...
so i decided to post sth...

so we have a wonderful weather for this afternoon, a cloudy and rainy one...
yippie!
but the bad thing is i have to spend in by going to tuition...
nah...

aniwei..
i am having a super great days...
hahaha
i couldn't stop smiling...
n dunno hw to write it also :P
gtg!
bye.. ^^